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daily lives.

i feel especially energized and inspired when i touch on daily lives topic,
i tink whats most interesting in blogging is summarising ur daily lives .
especially the key points where u find it especially memorable.

anyway lets skip the trash and move on with whats happening today in phua yiqing's
lovely thursday .
as usual, i attended dennis class but to end up learning nothing but scoring 3rd in my
bejewel game.
i must admit dennis class is pretty useful in someway.(I MEAN DUH?of cos it must be
useful, or he cant be a lecturer rite?)
and during the later part, i just fell asleep against the wall.
the wall beside me was a dream come true.


anyway theres nothing really to brag about in dennis class.
huiling class is def more hyped up. well SINCE SHE DOESN'T MONOTONES anyway.
lol.
its bad, but thats the truth. this is how realistic the world is.I tink i haven been really
realising what the hell in the world im actually digressing about.


anyway skip skip skip to hl's lesson. we were suppose to present our sketches.
I PRACTICALLY ZONKED OUT.
omg, i mean i felt damn embarassed to show what i've drawn.
i mean i am proud of them, but its very wierd explaining the reason why u drew them.
sometimes u drew them becos u just had to hand it up as hw.(WELL THIS REASON DEF
APPLIES FOR MOST OF MY SKETCHES :D)
ok im not really proud of that reason lol.
but there were some sketches that really meant alot to me.
LIKE THE LUKE PASQUALINO ONE.
I DUNNO WHY PPLE SAY IT LOOKED LIKE JOHN HAHA.
and today i really learnt alot from KK.becos i am very interested in tattoo art and his like an expert in that alr.
i tink i had so much more to learn from him.
i want to thank him here for today though i tink he probably wont see it but its okay.

ok anyway, i went for the hockey trial, and the amt of design pple in the cca was damn pathetically little. and it was damn tiring, u know im in kind of a semi concious state now while typing.so i tink i'd skip ccas in the end and just conc on my course.
i could just swing my head and fall asleep on my NAOMI.(my laptop) any min.
but for the sake of the blog's reputation( if it even had any ) , i'd keep to continuing.

anyway the point is , when i was cabbing to AMK, i met this 2 seniors outside, and apparently
they were also flagging a cab.
call it fate or what, we ended up taking the same cab together since we were going to
destinations stone throw away from each other.

and the seniors were apparently lesbians , but they were very funny and sociable.
and they suddenly popped this question to me.
'Are u straight?'
i was so shocked for a moment i dunno why in the freakin bananahell i replied' no '.
then i came to my senses and said
'YESYES!!!'
and then my reaction was so overwhelming i tink they got shocked by me -.-

im in a 80 percent unconcious state now so i guess im going to turn in soon.
while of cos only after i had my toasted bread :D

im dead beat. everyday i come home after 10 -.-
thanks to the fb trial that i went for NUTHIN.
becos i forgot to wear sports attire and i cant play the match,
and i was told to return on sat so i was like 'ARGH SCREW IT.'
and the seniors dont even want to lent the shoes to those without proper shoes.
in the end, my qy and another gal from engineering sch have to go borrow from random pple.
but the random pple wanted back his shoe b4 i even played the match-.-
so i was like'FUCK IT, forget it'

and i dunno if its coincidence or what, but while walking to macs, i met this gal
with a hockey stick .
so i was like 'EH,ARE U FROM HOCKEY'
becos my initial intention was to join hockey, but becos i cant seem to find the cca booth in
the open house so i signed up for floorball instead.
and she was damn friendly! her name is saffy, and she was alr in the team though she was
a freshman.
anyway shes going to meet me up on thursday to bring me to the trial!
omg this time im totally going to wear the proper attire yea.


us on the bus after dinner ydae nite .i fucking love my expression.

LONER HAHA.

OMG MY CHEEKS DAMN FAT HAHA.we were playing with webcam:D

anyway i pon tutorial today to finish abstract lor.
whatever la, dennis lesson is so boring anyway.
anyway theres PID chalet with year 2 soon, kinda looking forward to it lol.
wonder how are the year 2 like o.O

gotta go do my fabric alr..

a green tea frappe a day keeps a designer inspired everyday.


this, is damn fucking hell true.
damn fucking hell i promise . becos it was created by ur mother aka me.

woke up early in the morning to go for some APEL course.
its basically just chee koon trying to slack off the whole program, blah blah blah
and he keeps emphasising that hes hungry and he wants to finish the tutorial
fast and furious so that everyone is happy and can go have our lunch
at the canteen that was not even opened-.-

tutorial was basically just chitchatting with the pple around me and then walking around
the school looking for nachos but ended up with a cup of hot yummy milo.
and then apel ended.

headed with half of PID mates to tmall for lunch.
we totally effed pasta mania upside down hahaha,
cos they arranged a outside table for us and everyone was complaining
.in the end we just 321 everyone zao :D
IMBA SHIT.HAHA

den a quarter of PID went to ate at some cafe and another went to kopitiam.
anyway at first i suspected that cafe was a HEI DIAN.
becos there was no customer and the waiter was like 'pss i give u free soup, free bread'
-.-
in the end it was not bad, worth a second time . ok well, maybe not really.


anyway i couldn't do any hw at home so i went to thomson plaza's starbucks to chill
and i brought Naomi along.
fyi, i named my vaio NAOMI.
so i forgot my wireless sg pw and then i cant pirate other pple's connection, in the end
me and naomi just fucked up and waste our time away at the table .
at least i still can sip on a cup of green tea frappe while naomi just watch me and waste
her battery life away.

halfway thru, in order not to disappoint naomi, i started sketching !
oh,my,god, i sketched 2 piece of MASTERPIECE.
im so proud of myself , so i went home happily with N and threw a fcking tantrum at home
for god knows what reason.

anyway on the bus i dunno why everyone stinks like socks.
i was feeling nauseous alr cos i was reading some coursework on the bus
and this banglah man had to raise his armpit against me and BAM.
i almost wanted to puke, i seriously felt the DAMN URGE.

and the this girl sitting beside me stinks too.
shes damn cheena, i wonder if thats the reason she stinks.
anyway the whole bus trip was a torture, it was like hitler thrown me inside a gas chamber,
except this time its a smelly bombom chamber.

i just want to emphasise how starbucks always keep me inspired,
somehow after my trip to sb, i felt more motivated to do my sketches and my abstract.
maybe i shld just hang out at sb everyday , since the raffles one is brewing at 24 hours.
i shld totally be the dai yan ren of sb green tea frappe,
advertising the drink like this to the public.

floorball.

fuck! i damn scared fb wont choose me lor. i going for trial on tues, then is like i tink only i one design sch student inside :(
fuck, later i kena outkast how?!

today had a first PID mini dinner outing! sadly not everyone is present :/
had pw meeting at library with grp first.
John was dead serious haha, so we had to stop joking(like we can do that)
and listen and give constructive comments.

after that we waited for the other grp to complete their work and the bunch of us headed
to opp sch the coffeeshop for ASTONS.
when chris said astons i tot it was the air-conditioned one -.- ,
turn out it was the express one :O

in the end i just ate fishball mee for dinner. then after that the rest left for pw ,
leaving me,qy,susan,weixiang and kenneth .
so we took bus X( forget ) and the 4 of us went to T1 leaving wx to bus home.

walked around t1, went to uniqlo, we were pondering over nerdy glasses when the damned uniqlo has to close :(
so we went to topshop/men and decided that there will be a MONDAY PID TIE DAY!
everyone's gonna wear tie on monday to commerate the day LOL!

after that headed home , tired but contented.
i hate bus 969.

and i damned scared i cannot get into fb, and if i get in, what if i cannot cope.
pple say i tink too much alr.
DAMN TRUE :(

oh and for ur very info, we have to hand in 16 sketches on MONDAY.
plus abstract art, and some wierd fabric art ...
and my color toning :(
OMG, U TINK JC IS STRESS? WAIT TILL U COME TO DESIGN SCHOOL.
IM ACTUALLY HATING DRAWING NOW.

OH.MY.GOD JC IS SOOOO NOTTTT STRESS PURLEASE.

ok bye, off to live in my sketching world.
or shld i say drown?

oh and did i forget to mention we have to buy toolbox ?!
WHATTHE? WE HAVE TO CARRY TOOLBOX TO SCHOOL?
NABEI, WHAT COURSE IS THIS LOL.
I DOUBT I WILL EVER LOVE IT.

COMPLAINS.


i feel fucking cheated. PID is suck, oh did i say suck?i mean such.
such a sucky course!
its actually ADVANCE DNT IN DISGUISE. OH.MY.GOD?U HEARD THAT?
DNT?
THE FREAKIN SUBJECT I NVR PASSED B4?
PID IS ENGINEERING-.-

i shld have gone to EVD.
dunno how many million sketches have to be completed by monday, and the lame
scenario dennis give.
SERIOUSLY THE WHOLE CLASS CAUGHT ME SLEEPING IN CLASS TODAY.
imba.

First day of sch was still okay, but we alr had hw assigned to us.

though i hate PID i love my class :)
its damn sad to tink that we will change class nxt semester.
and i found my twin la, QIYING.
nobody can get both our names rite-.-

went for cca open house, everyone knows how psyched up i was for cca :D!
oh yea, i signed up for floorball, but everyone is like from business?!
alamak scarly i kena outkasted how siol?

anyway i don really look forward to the 9-3 timetable.
i prefer the 1-6, dunno why either,pple tink im mad.

anyway i always laze around during art fundamental , me and qy had went to canteen to eat
crap twice during our 'toilet break'
and today we accompanied honey to the cca open house.
yes, my course mate is call honey haha, i feel like im calling my laogong or smth
when i call her, i tink i better call her xiangping :/

im complaining like mad on msn now.IMBA.

omg schs starting so soon?
thats like 2mr.
in fact the time starting aka 12pm is still alright.
seriously.
anyway i dunno what to expect for PID but just loads of dnt work.
well i swear i hate workshops, i screw em all.
u can see me screw my hair in the nxt few years to come.

anyway maybe im going to get a haircut.

oh and something came over me today, but i just want to say on the eve of sch starting,
I MISS 4/308 DAMN DAMN MUCH, ALL THE AMKSS FRIENDS N MOST IMPORTANTLY
MY CLIQUE!

i really hope to see all you guys damn soon, like reall soon, when i say soon i mean SOON.



AND WHO TINKS CASSADEE POPE HAS THE BEST HAIR.




you are TEH HAWT STUFF!!

DAMN SHAG.


eh im back from camp, damn cui and lost my voice today, SEXY MILEY CYRUS VOICE I HAVE NOW, MUST QUICKLY GO K SING ALR, PPLE JIO ME OKAY?

EH MON START SCH ALR, FUCK I STILL CANNOT GET USE TO IT ;(
though i wake up quite early but still..


today went skate around 200+ again by myself.DAMN PATHETIC, cos justin went church today :(
then went to eat dinner at tpy .

eh seriously design sch orientation camp is SLIMMING CAMP SIOL.
I TINK I DROP 2 KG SERIOUSLY.
don sign up for mary chia or what, sign up for doc , cfm slim.
they make us burn damn loads of calories after every meal.

and my phone battery ran out on 2nd day, i wanted to murder myself, no phone = die.
i dunno hw i manage to survive thru the 3rd day like with that stupid flat battery,
but is okay, i still can use it to ZHAO JING ZI.

nightwalk was like !*(*!()!
scared this shit out of me purlease.
damnit, i damn sensitive to this kind of thing de lor, i shld have gotten the lightstick.

going to skate with Justin 2mr , hopefully no change of plan , OKAY BYE.


SWEET DREAMS TO MYSELF.


and i hate the taxi uncle sending me home ydae, keep asking me nonsense .

out with set on lets go today, we went prawning!
hurray we got loads or prawns :D
and we played sf4 , lol imba KEN OWNS EM ALL.
blanka and chunli plz go die hawhaw.

going to skate abit below and bathe after that,
very tired..

today i woke up feeling damn shag,
cos i drank/ate alot after dinner when i came home and i had this enormous
burp that refuses to be forced out so i had to sleep with the air stuck .
and today morning the feeling is still there,
so after breakfast i practically hadthe most song burp :D

omg camp is coming reallly realllly soon! how, how do i make frens all over again.
i haven been doing this for very very long.
how do i join in icebreaking process?
i tink im damn stupid to tink that i can actually rehearse for this kind of thing.

in my memory, icebreaking is always sitting in a circle and doing introduction for urself,
but i tink thats kinda lame, becos to be very fcking honest,

during icebreaking i don bother to remeber what pple actually says..
i only at most rmb ' hi my name is..'

the ' oh, i love doing xxxx'
'im in a family of how many pple'
usually got wipe out off my mind lol..

unless the person really have a very interesting trait that captures my attention , then i will
actually install his/her info in my brain lol.

the only time when i actually make frens is not during icebreaking, orientation camp or what.
i find things very awkward in orientation camp.
becos we are like half boiled eggs, we don really know each other very well,
but we do each other exist.

and then for eg, maybe if me and anotehr person stick our hand into the basin and then
we wanted to use it at the same time.
if its normal frens we would probabyl luff it off and say each other auntie or smth,
but if its a new/to become fren then its so awkward.

omg i will usually be like'eh..'then stick my hand away and backout..-.-

c?

but if the urge gets too strong i wld blurt ' WALAO GIRL/BOY HAHA U SO AUNTIE/UNCLE SIAA,
WASH HAND OSO WAN SNATCH AH!'
if the person is siao one probably that would break the ice .

lolim tinking too much.

probably becos im too free.
but dad is bringing me out later, coolzxz.

meet up (:

ate macs for diner with pig today at khatib macs :D
so long nvr c her alr and it was kinda a miracle she called sia haha.
okay anyway we had fail attempts of phototaking , and created a scene as usual.
oh and thats edison beside me lol.

anyway today a mad uncle scolded me on e bus, omg im so scared.-.-
lol, i alighted straight off the next stop
that fat uncle squeeze me until no space so i diao him damn irritatedly
and he started lecturing about me to the random woman beside him
and the woman was so freaked out she got off the seat.
seriously, singaporeans nowadays, esp uncles are so fucked up.
I REALLY HATE BUS. FUCK I SAY.
STUPID BUS ARE FOR UNCLES AND AUNTIES.
IF I HAD MONEY I WOULD TAKE A CAB INSTEAD.
BUS SUCKS.

alright, yesterday i went to heeren's body decor and request for my lips to pierce.so the person was like' is this ur first time piercing?'me'yes'person'don tink u can, u have braces, the outcome wont be nice'
me'sob'
, and it was fcking raining okay!and i was wearing the lousy pair of slippers that keeps slipping and it is a definetelyno no to fall in the middle of orchard road.so i was walking damn cautiously and plus i waste 5.90 or issit 6.50 to buy a lousyumbrella from 7-11 that flipped over the moment i step on the road.what LUCK.
it was so fcking embrassing.
then was drenched to the core, met up with cynthia since she came from her fren's houseand we went fareast.i went to primitive art and request again and the guy gave me the same answer' no, i tink it will get stuck( or smth like that) in the braces(the stud)'me'alamak..'
then we went to marine sq for dinner .had sakae sushi for dinner and to my dismay i can only eat CHAWANMUSHIand the stupid tofu.becos my braces wont allow me to eat anything harder then that.i ordered a california roll and had to give it up.
braces this braces that, braces sucks.
anyway im feeling really nauseous recently.
and while i was eating breakfast today love story played on mtv and i startedluffing becos the mv simply reminds me of vanessa chua.walao, seriously this is no link.
my eyes don look that small here , woots. oh and my pimples are gone, i din photoshop k! YES!
and off they go to msia.

i must be mad.

i tink i din blog finish what i planned to yesterday.
anyway today is a super free day still.
oh yea yesterday was blogged while the day was still halfway thru.

i went to amk yesterday and i forgot time.
i was suppose to watch PARIS AND MILAN !
ARGH, lucky my mom called me and inform me so i quickly
rush to a nearby coffeeshop and ordered dinner while watching.
amk's coffeeshop sucks!
the s11 don even have tv, whatthefuck, make me walk all the way to some
unknown coffeeshop.

anyway i was seating alone at the back since the front was fully occupied
and was i lucky there was a tv there :D
i almost choke on my food while watching the show, omg zhou chong qing
is damn funny!
FUCK, HAHA AUNTIE LUCY!!!
LOL, there was an uncle and a prostituty woman beside me and they looked
at me as if i was mad.
but seriously, OMFG, THE SHOW ISTHE BOMBZ.

nxt week episode is even funnier, gotta watch it!


'hi, may i help chu?'


LOL.


2 more days to orientation


today im going to eat tauhway for lunch and soup for dinner.
i hate that damn thing >:(

after zillionth years.

i had my braces changed today. i don even have the choice / the right to choose my colors!
it was grey alright.
GREY, WALAO IT WAS AS DULL AS MY LAME LIFE.
for goodness sake , pls, is there anything else that can brighten my life at all, AT ALL?

and for the first few hours it was still hell okay.
i was eating pizza hut AGAIN oops.
i had pizza hut delivery ydae and today i ate pizza hut PASTA.
fuckfuck, im so fat if u poke me with a needle i'll go burst.

and then i came home take a nap( typical sightings of pigness ), then woke up and was feeling
hungry again( i literally wanted to murder myself /my stomach)and ate a piece of
wholemealbread.

i can see the bread staring at me angrily constantly reminding me of my fats but
being me, like hw i treat my works and stuff, i would go ' HECK MAN '
and i bite into that piece of bread.
DANG, FUCK FUCK! MY TEETH HURT LIKE MAD!()*!(*()!!

i haven feel this tension for so long becos i keep skipping my appointments.
the nurse was oso kinda piss with me today .
anyway e dentist asked me about o lvl and i wanted to bluff him i got 10 for my results
and the nurse said she got 25.
but since he din ask for e exact l1r5 i was saved from lying.LOL .

omg and right after the bread i ate char kway again.

food kills.


and now i cant even make silly faces becos whenever i move my stupid mouth the
dull ache comes in.
i would rather go pierce my lip or something.

oh and gee by girl's gen is damn nice! its actually in korean, but it sounds like thai haha.
which makes it SEXAYE.
i tink thai pple are all very good looking, as in those idols, thai pple all look like mix blood yea?

and yesterday night after my bnj ice cream(though it suck), i came home very high.
i was literally trying to entertain pple on msn, starting random conversations with pple
and luffing at my computer screen -.-

and i once again emphasise i not only dislike banglahs, i hate fat aunties on bus too.
today while i was standing at a corner, this auntie boarded the bus and wanted to snatch
my place okay!
WHAT AUDACITY.
she put her arms around the handles that i was resting on and then she seemed like she
was going to hug me any moment.
FUCK! I SLIDED PASS HER AND SHE IMEEDIATELY TOOK MY PLACE.
leaving me to stand beside a banglah :(
ok auntie + banglah = imba.

they just kicked me out of the ring >:(
I HATE BUS, i am going to earn alot alot of money then take taxi everytime i go out.

im damn fcking morony stupid.
lol i locked my blog a few days ago and actually expect pple to visit them?!
i mean lol i was LOG IN in my own acc thats why i can actually visit my own
blog without the hassle of signing in and out but pple cant.
no wonder the tagboard was so dead like a piece of rotting garbage.

anyway these few days was quite bore.
cousin came over to play my wii since it was his bdae and he cant have one
so well, alright i shall be his benefactor!HAHAHA.

was craving like mad for Ben n jerry's ice cream so flew over to get one .
to tink i was sucha **** for choosing mango shorbet flavour.
it sucks to the core, i felt that i was actualy eating ice kachang instead of ice cream.
it was so horrible ( nokidin) that i wanted to kill it off halfway but
it cost me 4.90, my heart will ache.

so i just had to finish it while waiting for the bus.
and the bus is filled with freakin lots of banglahs.
OHMYGOD, can u imagine ur in lil india in the bus?!

i went there with my dad ydae.
it was scary... everyindian woman basically had a nose stud in them but i tink im cool with it.
dad says its their culture.
i was tinking if getting facial piercing was a culture of chinese, wont it be that great.

i am still playing with the idea of getting inked, but i cant find any place that does below 18.
PLUS , my dad refuses to accompany me to the shop.

but im too hum to get a labret piercing, plus i have braces hello?
plus i dunno, i tink a tattoo hurts more then a piercing? im mad.

and my cousin played spineworld from miniclips just now while he was at my com,
since it was in my history i might as well try it.
oh and it really looks like habbo and u know i love that kind of game lol.
everyone is just fcking desperate.


oh and im changing braces 2mr, i have postponed a zillion times and i hope i don be late 2mr.


and camp is coming soon, if it means bathing together then i guess my 'menses'
is coming soon too :D

drama mamas.

I've been watching skins series 3 and got abit addicted to it.
especially to freddie/luke.
omg the skate scene in the first epi is.
but my fav couple goes to naomily lol.
issit me but i tink emily is better looking then katie or issit cos shes fatter

lol.
girls unite.
and i tink effy looks quite diff with makeup and without make up.

hot

fuck u right back lol.

favourite couple.

aww..
initially i wanted freddie to be with effy so much, and i hated cook cos i tot he was just a plain
irritating character, but after the last episode i tink hes okay lol.

the gang.

oh and i dyed my hair yesterday since the black parts were growing out lol,
i fell asleep halfway cos it took damn long and i stained the table.i mean my dye.

confessions of a shopaholic.

derek smeath Lol.
caught this movie with setonletsgo .
frm the starting it was alr very interesting however during some parts(like the end)
i got bored at some parts so i start disiaoing the 2 of em.

anyway i tink its worth my money, lol six dollars nia =x

after that met with tk at watsons cos he wants to dye hair.
bought dark red then headed to banana house to help.
anyway, i did the dying and it turn out no color twice. lol issit my skills or issit the dye lousy?

then mom came and fetch me at 8.30 and we went home sweet home.