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Date posted: Saturday, February 28, 2009;
Time started: 10:54 PM
Posted by: c0kE


2nd post of the day.

by now, im really motivated to look for a job.
the more i stay at home the more paranoid i am.
sian.

if i want to work, i would love working in cafes.
alright anything to do with eat will do okay.
no SWENSENS AGAIN.
walao, i cant bliff i actually broke full time rec lor.
i work for 1 day nia there ! haha not even one day purlease,just 4 hours
and i quit :/

im feeling exceptionally lifeless now :(
i cant stand the hol ending at april, its taking so damn long...
i have never have hol for this freakin longggggggggggggg.
i am sincerely envious of those in junior colleges.
i must be insane



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Date posted: ;
Time started: 6:46 PM
Posted by: c0kE


your typical randomm post

hello i just had my taste of a 'curry-like' medicine :/
well its the tcm i had to drink every morning though , taste really horrible.
yuckalicious.

and i tink tp is damn troublesome, whatthe? medical checkup..
later check until i have what illnes how?!(TOUCHWOOD)
and i dunno how to ask money from my dad, becos recently i have
been spending so much money .
even though this is for OFFICIAL BUSINESS , but still...

and yesterday while i was on the bus there was this super rude boy.
seriously.
cos i was stnading in front of a empty seat , the boy just rushed and squeezed
through me ( like a fcking fat auntie ) and then just rest his stupid arse
nicely on the chair.

i was so freakin pissed to the max, he literally was on the verge of pissing my usm
out so i kept diaoing him.

i just ate 2 lotus paste bread for breakfast, i know im not suppose to take yeast food
but sian bread is my favourite you know?

oh and i was pretty bored so i went to read pete wentz twitter and i found alot of cute
pic of him and cassadee(howdoyouspell?) .

and while doing medical checkup i'll have them check my thyroid at the same time,
in case it relapse so i can u know, prevent it from worsening further
cos my hb is very fast since ydae after i jog.
im pretty positive it is one but my fingers are not tremoring/no laosai/blah blah blah.
well hope it isn't

enough of my healthtalk.


i really cant stand what i've typed in this post, its really uber random but i donwan
to waste my effort so thereby i shall click 'publish post'



Title:
Date posted: Friday, February 27, 2009;
Time started: 6:02 PM
Posted by: c0kE


Gaming Experience.

yesterday was a 'gamingday', we spent half of our day , 1/289389389389289 percentange of our lives gaming away at amk.

first , monkey,banana and tranny met up at amkhub and we headed to nebo for brunch.
i practically cant order anything from there becos it is either fried/toasted/contain thiscontain that that im not allowed to.
im sooo on a strict diet.

and then we had a hard time quarreling fighting over which game to play.
BOARD GAMES.
in the end we choose this game that you're suppose to draw/act/verbally to guess
and 3 of us literally gave up after 1/4 of the game.
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12?
and then after giving up plus banana's intensive persuasion for us to watch hes so not just into you , or issit hes not just into you?
Point is we headed to arcade immediately.

and we played hod4(YAY), drum mania, bball , watch pple play, and then we went to tenchi
to play LAN.

luckily we din settle there, tenchi is sucha boring place to play LAN,
they only have maple/audi which is like...
we can play at home rite , so we headed to the Lan shop near sumohouse
and we realise that we were the only girls in there?!

anyway we heard raves about L4D so we decide to try it.
we were super clueless/noob but we manage to find our way thru everything.
it was really easy and fun and we made the most noise in the lAN
screaming when hordes of zombies appear,

especially the freakin witch , and the tank.

my fav would be shooting that damn boomer, always vomiting and i love it when he burst.
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both of em were so concentrated, i got a chance to take it whilst i was dead -.-

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basically dats the gameplay.

its a simplified./funnified version of CS.

itook months to master that damn CS , and basically the controls are all the same.

we were so addicted that we spent 2andahalfhour there and realised it was alr about to 7

and sw had to go home so we ended it.

i swore if we had 5 more hours we would totally continued Lol.

im sure we would definetely meet up again for another l4d session, yay.





Title:
Date posted: Thursday, February 26, 2009;
Time started: 5:25 PM
Posted by: c0kE


if im falling apart for you .

omg, hey monday is my latest craze!
haha paiseh, i know i changes craze so freakin easily :(
but my old craze are still my LOVES.
just that when a new band /singer that comes out that catches my attention
i got hooha yadayada.

anyway after watching ' homecoming's music video, i tink cassadee is so cool and hot!
she really reminds me of hayleh erhem, hayley i mean,
but pple on youtube are so mean , thrashing h.m with paramore, comparing em.
both bands are great and they actually sings quite diff songs just that their
'movement' are really similar.(imoluh)

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hotness.
but i find her hottest in the homecoming's vid.
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lovin ur hair sister :)

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But, hayley( i dunno why i keep typing HAYLEH-.-) is still the best!
lol!
thats becos i haven really know H.M that well yet.

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even their pose were about the same !

heard that they toured with FOB?! woah thats even cooler.

well i love both of the bands! just that currently the craze for H.M is more, just let
the craze die down first , and thanks banana for sending almost their whole album to me(:

and i really heart facebook, i tink its the most awesome thing to kill boredom.
AWESOME YEA.

and eh RJA is coming to have a concert in sg?!
wtfffffffomg, ZZZ no money no talk :(

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SAW this on william beckett's blog, wthh none of it is in asia ( so impossible )
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lets end the post with w.b :D

alright, im really high today, so i guess i want to go out?



Title:
Date posted: Wednesday, February 25, 2009;
Time started: 9:00 PM
Posted by: c0kE


Trying to find trouble.

walao im fcking pissed to the max, my mother just pissed the fcking shit outta my fcking arse.
damn her okay.

just becos ydae i scolded her for losting my book she kaopei me today morning
and refuse to cook my medicine for me.

So after that i attempted cooking the med myself and failed, i cook until left 1/4 bowl
of med which is like waste money?!

Therefore i have to waste that packet and wait for my maid to come back and help
me cook another packet which is like 10+?

when i realised i fcking overcook the herb i went to beg my mother to cook for me
bcoz im so CMI in these stuff and she fcking threw me a sentence
'why dont u kneel down and beg me '

whatthefuck!ohmyfckinggod , that piece of @*()@*)(*!()!!!
she really pissed the urine/shit/menses( sorry for being crude ) outta my whole body
i just screamed back 'TMD, U TINK I CANNOT FIND OTHER PPLE TO COOK.'

so the hero(mydad) came in and saved the day, by promising to help me
buy another packet and asking the maid to cook for me.


MORAL OF THE STORY IS : you will never know how i felt until one day ur mom pissed your
usm outta you.


on a lighter note, i was reading my old blog and found many old pictures of me
which look so much happier.
I look like some freak now .
and i cant feeling sad also .
time for some zilian session , anyway i nvr do these stuff b4 rite?!
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my neck was like @*()!*()!! but i cant bliff my hair was that long alr.
during prelim period

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they decide not to ask me for study session after this one :(
sian I FCKING MISS MY OLD HAIR !!
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at the maths camp with amanda and the hcjc guy
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walao my leg was so thin la! i meant my thigh, now is fat like nbdy's business.
me and lc at clara's house for geog project.
oh did i have bangs? lol -.-
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me and minmin :) wwoohoo, i din have the neck then!
then it must be damn long ago
this 'sister' dunno stayed with me hw long alr
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in class very long ago....
b4 braces .

i tink i shld not have dyed my hair , sian.
i will never ever cut my hair again, i dunno why i keep cutting when i keep saying i wont?!

okay byebye.










Title:
Date posted: Monday, February 23, 2009;
Time started: 12:02 AM
Posted by: c0kE


kasaba wangzi.

just came back from foot massage at sunplaza with mom.
i say its pretty enjoyable but it hurts, my mom said i remained expresionless.
is that good or bad?
of cos i can tahan la, i every month draw blood leh,
i got HIGH TOLERANCE of pain.


later need to go tpy again to take my tcm med.
got less burpings but still bloated easily alamak,
i just ate a bun from mr bean just now and bloat like mad, my gastric there
very tight and gan kor.
this feeling sucks :'(

and just now while massaging the person say i look like a japanese.
walao i feel flattered .
out of all the coutries, JAPAN?!
WOOHOO.
made my day, lol.

alamak, i want to eat SATAY BEEHOON :((((



Title:
Date posted: Sunday, February 22, 2009;
Time started: 9:00 PM
Posted by: c0kE


listening to: the academy is - his girl friday

went to watch everything we had 's mv and almost cried.
oh that is so .......
in fact i downloaded that song b4 about a girl , but i din tink it was that nice.

until now when im really listening to tai's songs, i actually went listen
to everything we had and to the lyrics.
this songs just broke my heart Lol...

today is spent going to the toilet, eating, watching tv, playing com, videoing
blah blah blah.
another wasted day.
going back to the tcm 2mr, i hope she gives me some effect med , less burpings
now but the bloated feeling is still there.

oh and did i say i can totally just burp anytime i want now?
just gimme a small sip of water and i can burp for u.
BURP QUEEN ALERT.

threadmilled for 10mins and was alr exhausted.
i tink my fitness sucks , i don do that bad while i was in psch lol?


Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist.- everything we had



Title:
Date posted: ;
Time started: 8:30 PM
Posted by: c0kE


playboy mouth?

have been listening to just dance alot, but i still don get what is 'playboy mouth'?
went google to search and they claim its a mouth that says alot of vulgar
and say stuff about s3x.

and recently theres been so much ants around my table pissing me off.
i hate insects.
any kind of bugs freaks me out, just like they do during morning assembly.
u know , like on the parade square there will be random outrage of bugs
and pple around that area will scream and shoo and squirm.
funny scene lol.
oh god all this talking makes me miss amkss again.

and i;ve been trying to find out how lady gaga looks like,( c? how bored i am )
becos i tink shes very pretty in poker face but i cant really see how she actually looks
like with all those thick make up.

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and found this picture that made me luff .
i tink she looks kinda retarded in here.
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in poker face, and fyi banana, the last row middle pic is chace crawford!
hahaha .
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okay this is a closer pic.
i tink chace looks retarded in the 2nd pic =x

oh and recently pig told me how irritating the oreo cookie is , im so glad i dunneed to see oreo cookie anymore, or i'd definetely get a relapse of my thyroid.

im craving for some subway now.

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SEXY W.BECKETT!

but i do not know ( till now ) why he calls himself bill?

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and this super sweet picture of trace and hannah.

walao, ZZZZ .

anyway im like so random in this post ...

and ydae we were actually talking abit on tattoos and i was tinking if i were to get a tattoo,

what kind of tattoo would i get?

definetely not those dragon/pheonix one.

i would be a tattooist then a person to get tattooed, why doesn;t poly have courses like

'tattoo design'.




Title:
Date posted: Saturday, February 21, 2009;
Time started: 3:01 AM
Posted by: c0kE


friendship day.

i self proclaimed today as fsd! hahah, okay finally went out ofthe house.
i know i cant be a zhai nu for long .

met up with glyl, banana and pig at mos.
they were like eating teriyaki chickens in front of me and all i can do is just see.
DAMN.

and they say ( pig only issit?) i become thinner.
of cos, i cant even eat a proper meal a day how to gain ?
not that i want to gain , but ( ok i better stop, im contradicting)

anyway banana went vivo to collect pay so me pig and glyl went amkss to see band practice.
missed amkss there,
4 years of memories. cant bliff 4 years whisked past like nbdy's business.

and then glyl stayed to watch her npy whilst me and lc went vivo to find banana and visit
ds at work.

we took 166 and sadly b4 we even reach banana was off.
so we circled round haagen daas to see ds work and then went toys r us
and decide to go to np but somehow we cant find our freakin way to the mrt
and we basically just walk the 2 ends thru and forth
and we basically just gave up
and we basically just asked the counter girl
and we basically tink that was just one big embarassing thing to do
and i basically am the one asking.

met up with my mum at np, ate dinner and here i am blogging about my' wonder ful ' life.
yea, better not sit in front of e com so much , or my tummy will become 2 mth preggie.

and yea, boys before flowers is nice.
the guy with brown hair looks like bae young jun.






Title:
Date posted: Friday, February 20, 2009;
Time started: 7:51 PM
Posted by: c0kE


So kiss me goodbye~

listening to: snakes on a plane-cobra starship.

im addicted to this song, i know its kinda old but the first time i heard it
i kinda don appreciate this song.
but its repeating now!
no more ' fly on the wall'

im starting to listen to more TAI's songs now, summer hair=forever young is nice too.
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wil <3>You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

and its kinda sad at the same time.
oh do watch the mv too , its pretty nice although seemed very slow..

im bored , so lets do some picspam.
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i wish i could fit into those skinnies.
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this one is cute
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heard the fans were so enraged when he snipped off his locks.


ok thats all, momma is bringing me for foot massage.
will update later, ( see if this experience is good/bad)




Title:
Date posted: ;
Time started: 12:28 AM
Posted by: c0kE


hello i actually had a post in the morning b4 this one, but stupid blogger scheduled it?
whatthefuck?
it was a real long one with lots of picspam of will .b but stupid blogger scheduled it?
ONCE AGAIN, WHY DID FCKING BLOGGER SCHEDULE IT?
DAMNED.
blogger always self does thing which is very irritating.

anyway i previous mentioned in the 'scheduled' post that im going foot massage
but somehow was canceled(z) cos my mom had something on suddenly.

anyway to friends who asked me out but failed im very sorry,
but this bloat issue is really very irritating,
and im actually recovering but still it affects me .
THIS IS NOT SOME CONJURED UP ILLNESS OK.

im actually losing my patience with the speed of recovery of it, but yea still,
the dateline is april 20, by then if it doesn't recover i will burst this stomachof mine.


many things i want to do after my bloat issue resolved( lol sounds like as if i had somemajor illness or what)

1) RECONSTRUCT MY ROOM!
2)GO FIND A JOB WHILE STUDYING!
3)meet up with friends daily !!
4)update facebook daily
5)take lots of pictures.
6) EAT BUFFET EVERY WEEKEND.( DAMN THIS )

im craving for some serious seoul g./sakae sushi binge now.
fuck , if i go now i would be wasting my money.

u noe the feeling of wanting to eat but unable to really sucks?
so im pretty moodless but still managable .

THIS IS REALLY KILLING ME.

ERHMMM, OKAY, SO JUST LET ME BE A ZHAI NU FOR A FEW MORE WEEKS OK.
lol , im going to watch ai jiu zhai yi qi now.



Title:
Date posted: Thursday, February 19, 2009;
Time started: 12:07 AM
Posted by: c0kE


finally blogger's getting e date rite.
hell yea.

anyway i made a friggin wasted trip to outram aka ndc .
fuck!
alamk, the dental appt was like yesterday, i dunno what i was doing?
dreaming?
then today i actually confirmed to myself that its today and went
all the way to the stupid ndc.
plus i bused there, 851 direct there and my butt sit till want to rot alr!
thanks to the LBRs i always take, i trained my butt to take it abit more longer.

and the stupid counter woman was so gl to me.
hello? i pay u to work okay?
so i have to wait till april 02 to change braces -.-
WHATTHEHECK.
PURLEASE REMIND ME IF URE MY FREN OKAY.

and while 851 passed by the amkss busstop some amksian boarded the bus
and it made me miss amkss so much!
i miss the old me so much .( although i din really change much )
but still, UNIFORM FTW.

Lemme find a old pic of me.
,,
well im pretty lazy, so anyway i have gone all pimplicious and screw up
after im not in uniform.
at least if im still suppose to wear a uniform i will nt screw up that bad.


anyway im so bored im repeating fly on the wall on itunes.!

DON'T U WISH YOU THAT YOU COULD BE A FLY ON THE WALL?



GASTRIC SUCKS.



Title:
Date posted: Tuesday, February 17, 2009;
Time started: 9:34 PM
Posted by: c0kE


gastric sucks.

i am having gastric issues for the past 2 weeks alr.
i cant even eat much and pple normally lose weight while having gastric issues
but i tink im totally the opp.

yes i initally lost like 3 kg( YAY ) then suddenly my appetite become better
and now i totally don dare to step on the machine.
that DEADLY PIECE OF SHIT !@&*!(*!()!!

went justin house yesterday and watch him maple.
until now he still addicted to maple -.-
totally inspired to play again LOL , he taught me hw to scroll 60 percent
and 10 percent curse scroll.

last week was really hell ( in terms of gastric and everything)
, this week isn't better, but at least its improving ( 1 percent ) .

and ydae i watc ONE episode of ai jiu zhai yi qi.
super funny , esp rainie her name is what? CHEN MO MO?
AND jiro, born comedian sia, MARS~.

the thing that sucks is that they only have one epi out. the show is really nice,
i tink its nicer then ' bai quan nu wang' which looks sucky, i haven watch it
but seemed sucky.

zhai nu ftw :D
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oh and this is william beckett ! i tink hes hot, after watching about a girl's mv.
and hes damn skinnnnny omg.
i don understand why boys are always stick skinny.golfstick skinny u know.
juz becos they have a better metabolism?!
i tink women are really treated unfair ( pregnancy, menses ,slower metabolism,
more kind of cancers , blah blah.)
OH AND DO U EVEN SEE A MALE MAID?

and i have been drinking the super bitter tcm herbal drink since ydae, although
the taste taste like **** but still KU KOU LIANG YAO.

and msn is really downright boring. everyone is like going to school,
and those that are actually online are those pple i nvr seen b4, not close to , etcetc.
overall meaning that i nvr even talk to em.

now i just hope gastric goes away b4 sch starts.
OH GOD PURLEASE LEMME ENJOY SCHOOL :(

i totally just repaid all the shit that i haven churn out in the past 1 week.
DEBT REPAID :)



this post is actually on the 18th.
fyi.
blogger sucks.



Title:
Date posted: ;
Time started: 7:57 PM
Posted by: c0kE


went to church on sunday and had great fun.
made some new friends(best thing)
caught up with cousins too :)

i tink im going nxt week too!

anyway i don want o appeal to np alr, wasting my time only.
in the end i stuck with tp but its okay, bcos i will learn to accept
what is arranged for me.

brenda also want go TP!
yay :D



Title:
Date posted: Monday, February 16, 2009;
Time started: 9:47 PM
Posted by: c0kE


2nd post of the day.
hello , i tink my skin is very bimbotic but thats what im evolving into recently.

my love for Toma is rekindled after watching hanazakari!
omg, JAPAN SERIOUSLY.
YUI CHAN , AND TOMA IKUTA.

plus ryo , yamapi , etc etc.
my aunt promise to bring me there after i save up 3k myself.
LOL, siao like i can save till even a 100 bucks. going to eat lunch with my parents at hk cafe, quite sian actually. anyway im addicted to just dance after hearing it a few times.

yay z.


and this is still a 17th post.

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oh and hw cute is this,



Title:
Date posted: Saturday, February 7, 2009;
Time started: 7:44 PM
Posted by: c0kE



i found this randomly while blog hopping and decided to do it lol

Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. [X]
You are a freedom lover and a strong person. [X]
You are shy and reserved. ( if i meet new pple that is but after i know them u can forget about being shy and reserved)
If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. [x]
Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. son.[x]
You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible.[x]
You love excitement and create it wherever you go.[x]
You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.[x]
You added a flower into your drawing.
The flower signifies that you long for love.[ in fact i din draw any flower ]
It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. [x]
You don't think much about yourself. ( not true)
interested?http://www.drawahouse.com/



Title:
Date posted: Friday, February 6, 2009;
Time started: 6:40 AM
Posted by: c0kE


alamk.
my stomach super xinku now,
not really bloated, but feels bloated.
like alot of crap stuck inside my stomach, this feeling sucks!

i cant even sit still to watch tv let alone blog!
but becos of my professionalism i will do it without budging!!

ARGH, my health giving me too many issues.
though my thyroid has stabilise, other things giving me so many problems.

I NEED RU YI U!! .
ALAMAK.

LAO PA QUICKLY COME HOME AH.

i just realise i cannot take spicy food any more, this 2 days take spicy food keep got this stupid feeling, just when i start to love eating spicy stuff?! tamade.



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Date posted: ;
Time started: 4:24 AM
Posted by: c0kE


3rd post of zeeee day

harlo its currently 12.24 am now.
so early/so late .

well , i have been reading pple's blog and pple seemed to be enjoying/stressing
/hating/loving their new school , or we say the JCs.
DAMNED poly for taking forever to open.

whattheheck.

i swore if my r5 was enuff to getinto the lousiest/crappiest JC i wld have chosen it,
but sadly i was away but so many points .
SIGH
LOL.

nevermind , btu anyway i just hope my appeal to NP suceed.
oh my god, i donwan to go SP!
but if i am chosen to, then bobian :((

today i bused all the way to geylang.
whattheheck, u noe how horrible that place is?
chickens.

and all the china man/bangalah man freak my arse off :(.
the street is filled with suspicious looking pple or shld i say,
I SUSPECT.

everyone looks like they are going to jump on u and peel ur shirt apart .
( does not applies to me i know, im not that buay hiao )

anyway i was trying to find bus to return to some familiar place
but i walk rounds and rounds and was so disappointed there was none.
i was till the botoom and so freakin scared/depressed suddenly
i saw another busstop.

and it broguht me straight to yishun.

BUS TRIPS ARE SCARY WHEN THEY ARE FILLED WITH BANGALAHS.
THE SMELL AND THE LANGUAGE.
ARGH.



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Date posted: Thursday, February 5, 2009;
Time started: 1:32 AM
Posted by: c0kE


Hi im back with a bombxc!

its the second post of day day. my mood swung to good level now :D

i just recieved my new phone! ohmygod everything is PINK.

even the earphones, charger :/

EEEKKKK, haha who cares , function and use more impt!

an Jing le by s.h.e is very nice :) oh and hereby i want to thank my fatherrrrrrrrr cos these days i was going thru a rough patch and he never scold me but support me! yay. bye. see you soon. go out soon okay pple?




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Date posted: ;
Time started: 12:10 AM
Posted by: c0kE


hi , hows everyone doing, im not doing very well.
okay, anyway i was pretty high just now cos i just squeezed a pimple
.
its a BACLK pimple ( wth)
and it looked like a mole on my face :(
i tot i could not squeeze it like those normal one with pus.
so i just look at the mirror and poke it for fun , and tadah, blood splurt out ( yucks )
and i was shocked.

the feeling is damn shiok!!

dats all.



Title:
Date posted: Monday, February 2, 2009;
Time started: 11:57 PM
Posted by: c0kE


i've become so numb, i cant feel u there/


im so numb, PHYSICALLY LUH.
MY LEFT SIDE WAS LIKE NUMB AND WEAK AND PARENTS SENT ME TO HOSPITAL.

it was cool, cos i waited for like hours until a unproper diagnosis was made.
thay gave me a butt jab and it hurts till i cant sit right after it.

and i saw huang bi ren there and she was sneezing so bad and she talked to me.
SHE TALKED TO ME YALL?
ME.
AM EE.

and shes like aneroxic purlease.

add 10kg to her weight she will still be weayyyy skinnier then me.

now my hands are so numb from typing i gotta stop take a bath, eat my med,
sleep and see how things work out 2mr.


be sure to sent me a basket of fruits.


oh and i finally have news of eshuan and im so fcking happy, after literally
4 years i ahve not seen him <3
( SACARSTIC TONE )



Title:
Date posted: ;
Time started: 9:19 PM
Posted by: c0kE


你不是真正的快樂

wahlaos, ydae my right hand no strength, then today change my left hand no strength?
dunno whats wrong with my damned body.

today is the start of school!
feels so wierd not going to sch with friends. so empty .
becos a poly is so so so going to be diff from all the past schools i have attended b4!
no uniform anymore.
must waste money to buy clothes :(
summore i got no fashion sense !
so i tink i will just wear my skinnies everyday and change top.
oh and i can fit into my skinnies back le!( damn happy :D )

and msn so few pple online, cos everyone gone to school alr :((

im so bored im actually reading css2009 the website.

and ydae while i was watching mtv, 你不是真正的快樂 played and it made me so depressed.
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合

我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河

難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後才後悔著

SIAN 2 MORE MONTHS LEH.



Title:
Date posted: Sunday, February 1, 2009;
Time started: 8:12 AM
Posted by: c0kE


womanizer.

today many relatives came over , it was ages since my house was that
re nao.

as usual, the 3 bitches, me jinghui and cynthia were hanging out together.
mom book the ktv room below and the adults were like showing off their
skills so we had to go find elsewhere.

played table soccer with the brothers/ pool.
oh my god i own them all in pool purlease, of cos its im pro not their noob :x


then since we were fed up cos adults kept asking us do these do that,
we went to ssc starbucks to chill.
on the way, we passed by esso

and there was this motherfucker esso petrol guy OIing us all the way,
and we turn back and he kept gave that fcking smirk and we were so irritated
after at least 200 m we turned around and shouted

' fuck you!'
'cb XKJHKSHJKS ( not me )'

and then we quickly ran to the traffic light.
and we were having so much fun in starbucks.
its so lonng since i hung up with the 2 bitches!

we were planning how we going revenge that man when we return and pass by esso
so we were saying while he called us again,
we were turn around and sasahyed to him and sing
'you you you are womanizer'
we rehearsed so many times and alot of pple were staring at us =.-
but what matters is we had fun :)

yea and then went daiso to buy stuff cos cynthia needed smth for home econs.

and then we were making a scene in daiso, fighting with wooden sticks
smacking each others butt and flipping each other clothes. LOLobscene i know.

these few days i had really passed them in happiness
thanks to the 2 bitches, setonletsgo and clique.

yea and 2mr is jc sch opening, gd luck to everyone going jc , WORK LIKE BULL!!!



haha okay !