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my new year resolution for 2oo9.

1)become slimmer, like drop back to 4X kg.

2) Less paranoid

3) Make more friends

4) Be kinder to my mother , less quarrels

5) Be able to dance at all. meaning i cant even shake it right now.

6)become a vampire.

thats really all i can tink of now, i don have much hopes/dreams since most
of the time they aint gona come true so ya know.

well im kinda bored so i went to find information on twilight stuff and hooha,i got to one site of robert pattinson and there are so many awesome picturesposted there.that is the whole awesome cast, woah alice has long hair then.and emmett is especially hot in here.edward, bella and james!omg, i am start to tink bella is looking better.AND JAMES, sad that he died.OMG, LOL.Jasper looks so -__-james, edward, bella, jacob and victoriaboth of em are skinny like whatever.omg this picture isssss likaaaa teehhhh hottest, and im using it as my msn pic,and it sure is going to stay there for a very long time!!
i tink pple should just accept him as edward cullen, even stephanie meyer gives her opinion that he fits the character.i mean come on shes the author manzxz!and i have to admit that i saw the poster before i fell in love with edward cullenin the book, so without the movie, i wont even read the book, but the bookis better then the movie , DUH .but still, whenever i read scenes that were not in the movie i always pictureit to be robert pattinson and the other cast from the movie to being doing the actionsif u get what im trying to say.ok im a sucker.

hi today was pretty okay, since i din lazy my time away at home.
or i did, but just half.

went jogging at the stadium with laura at 4.15.
i actually taxi-ed there.
purlease, someone control me, when i have money in my wallet
i cannot control, im a little fucking spendthrift , ARGH.

anyway we did some stretches and started jogging, before that
we were waiting for the track to be empty cos laura was kinda
being scared to be embarassed you know ? -__-
and there were 3 girls a distance from us playing round.

and laura was afraid to dui lian in front of em since they look like
atheletics which i doubt so =x

anyway i jogged 4 rounds today which is 1.6km, not bad, quite a improvement
alr since i always give up like 1 and 1/2 round =x
but today the wind was blowing at my face and the feeling was so shiok
i had the energy to go on.
looks like im advertising for smth huh.

after that we slack round the stadium and laura played her psp and we
discussed bout little nyonya =D
then we decide to go timezone at np to play hod 4 !!
woots.

after that we bought soya milk and beside it was PIE KIA, the smell
was so alluring and seductive that we tot it was impossible to withstand it
like how edward tot it was impossible to stop sucking bella's blood( sorry twilight craze )
but like edward, we love our health as much as he love bella, we decide to skip it.

then we went to cold storage and messed around.
played the price is right on the weighing scale , and walk around.
the cold storage wasnt as big as i expected, but anyway better then b4.

after that it was like 6+ alr so we parted at the interchange and went home( sounds sad lol )
.
anyway 2mr 's last day of 2008, must enjoy it!
woah, 2oo8 is really filled with memories , but we have to move on rite?


rite.

haaaaaaa...

hey i finally get my arse outta my house like almost the whole day.
woke up at 9+ in the afternoon, went to dhoby ghaut mrt and met
radinka then both of us went to find o school.
the whole process is damn funny, cos we totally depend on each other
to recognise the place, but both of us weren't bothered to read the map
so we were damn lost at the bras bersah area and we were desperately
trying to find bencoolen st -__-

in the end, we even despo till saw those 1 dollar for 15 mins com outside hotel 81
and went to the oschool web to find the directory -__-

but in the end we still find it , thats what matter most and class is starting
on jan 10? i forgot la, will check again but its friday 7pm
haha every week at night go there super exciting !

then met sandy for lunch at pizza hut and then we went tpy int to find jiahui
to get my pay.
200 plus ! woots, immediately we go off to amk hub taking bus 73 from there.
on the bus we hear some super dgt conversation from 3 indian pple.
1 female, 2 male.

male 1: walao, she tell me she got all the symptoms of pregnancy sia, fuck.
i got use condom lor.

female 2: got use condom then why kena?!

male 1: cos i put then when i go in, drop out ( WHAT THE FUCK )

female 2: walao!( in the tamil tone ) , then u take ur thing out and put back the thing la.

male 1: i damn high alr, how to take out.

female 2: then u lazy still want regret

male 1: now she crying on the phone to me sia ( trucks of vulgarities sprouted )

what the eff la, like pple in the bus want to know whats going on in his sex life
, summore the guy like 20 + nia lor, and i tink he did it with a underage girl
since sandy say that he mention what 3 strokes of cane.

ZZZ.
the the whole trip they keep lj here , cb there @&*(@&*()!!
walao.

then went amk hub play arcade , after that went ntuc to buy groceries.
is actually i wanna buy pears la , then in the end we ended up with basketful of stuff -__-

pei her take 269 to her house there then i taxi-ed home.
chiong home to watch lil nyonya (:

hawhaw.

today suck, since i stayed at home.
anyway theres a huge countdown carnival at khatib mrt station there
and im tink im going to go there / celebrate at my house below with family

i prefer to go khatib station there since many stars are going there.
go there if you want to me see me LAWLS.

anyway just now i went to yishun stadium to jog, i reached on 8.30, on the spot
and when i was putting down my bag the uncle jingling keys came and
tell me that the stadium is closed ask me go 2mr.
WHATTHE!

fuck, in the end i have to go to northpoint to take bus.
so while transmitting, i decide to go timezone :D
played rounds of the guitar mania and house of dead 4.
hod4 and the basketball game is my must play game in arcade!

anyway this afternoon i was damn bored so i went to ban story and created this


LOL , tink how bored i was.
it took me an hour to finish cos i was trying to make em look as alike as possible.
and im quite happy with it?

and im finally gettiny my arse off the house 2mr.

2 more days :D

yooooo, imma back to blog twice again, just came back from LBR.
hah so long haven take lbr alr .
when i feel like taking LBR i will always take 167 to bt merah then take back home -.-
for today, main purpose was to look at lightings at orchard :/
it was like the same, and i was so lazy to look up from the bus , so i kinda
just 'browse' pass the lightings.

and ydae nite i was bored so i took the 'which twilight char are you' tests from
many web and i get so many diff char -.-
anyway my super duper twilight crazy is back again,
i feel like going to watch the movie in cinema again , i watched it again online
ydae nite and its not enough !
who can ever get enough of edward purlease.

and these few days i have been practising rather dilligently on my piano
although it really sucks( the piano ) since it hasn't been tuned for quite long.
and i half mastered teardrops on my guitar , or shld it be piano.

and the song on my blog, its suppose to be bella's lullaby, but somehow
it wasn't and this song is so nice i gotta learn it, so im learning it now and making
some progress which im rather pleased with.

i shall dedicate this song to edward ( R.P), even though its bella lullaby( and im not sure why )
im planning on listening it every night b4 i sleep.

and 2 more days to 29 !
time pass kinda slow today, and i tink 2mr applies the same too,i shall
piano the whole day .

bad start

well today start kinda realll bad.
woke up in the morning searching for food ( as usual )
and mom was heading to her uncle's house so she ask me along
since there was this famous char kuay under that block.
and I din know that her aunt ( typically ahma kind ) was coming along.
I totally dread that kind of people .
damned.

the moment she entered the car she was still chatting merrily with my mom
and i was praying like nbdy business that she wont notice me .
and argh, once the conversation ended and there was silence,
she somehow noticed me .( ok well i know im fat )
and she started to bombard me with questions that i do not wish to answer
as today i was't in that of a good mood.

' wah grow up alr ah, how ur day?'
'got eat breakfast anot?!(She knows i diet madly last time)
'ah lor ah ( Thats what she calls me -.-''')

and the interrogation continues til we finally reach the carpark and she still
cant shutup ( ARGH )
I was reading twilight and she was saying
' you really shouldn't read book while u are walking etc crap'
fuck , luckily i had my ipod with me so i can blast metal songs damn loud
and keep her outta my ears.
or maybe i shld have let ear wax grow in my ear so i can block out stuffs
like these.

soon after that, we were in my great grand uncle's house and the 3 of em
were chatting , so i was sitting beside the grand aunt reading book quietly( really damn quietly)
and then suddenly after their adult conversation kinda ended,
she literally turned her attention to me again.
FUCK!!!!

she started touching me , and i was so sensitive to her touching i keep
shrinking in and she even said
'oh haha, see shes shrinking in, scaredi touch you ah( in hokkien )'
DUH .
but as she laughs( nightmare ) she continue touching ( as my mom call sayang =wtf)
i cant stand it no more.
damn her .

i tsk at her and she still don get the hint &(!*(!*)!*(!!!

until on the car i exploded to my mom , then i get scolded instead.

on a lighter note, i went to the new sembawang shopping centre to explore
and i found out there was SUBWAY THERE!
OMGWTFBBQ.
now i can eat subway everyday without the bother of taking bus / mrt
man, i can just walk there la :D
and the new ssc rocks, they have subway, newyork , starbucks , and many
many more food restaurant to be opened!
omg im so excited.

and since ydae nite i had this wierd tot in my head that seemed to cant get out of my head,
i really need smth to distract me.
totally >:[

we could just pretend yea yea.

hey im back from cousin house stayover. stayed overed- at jinghui's house
.
was actually watching her brother playing wolfteam the whole day / eating
leftover steamboat .

and then she and cynthia went into the room and made some noise i was curious
so i went in and they were like claiming they talking what girls secret.
talking about boys again( as usual ) , and then they continue to make so much noise
i rather go out and watch tv/ play laptop

slept at 12 cos i was so upset by my pimples suddenly(lame) .

before that went to eat hk cafe with jq and laura and walao did we order so much
oso cannot finish , end up playing with the food -___-

after eating, meet cousins at northpoint and we went to play timezone.
spam house of dead 4 like mad , after watching a guy play i finally know how to
score ' perfect' for every shot and how to kill boss.
i still lack 43 dollar more to gold card, sian.

buying a bike later since my previous one got stolen and cant wait for the 29th :D
im feeling drowsy/tired now since ydae.
sucks

created a acc in cass cos lc and ds is playing there but after creating the acc
i gt no feel to play ..
i create the acc just to chat only , cant be bothered to train.

oh and dec going to end soon , SUCKS MORE.( to tink of it now )

merry christmas :D

right, im going to retype everything again since the other post was unsatisfictory.

so , celebrated xmas cum xmas eve with half clique today since it was ages
we met up .

beofre that was rush hour all the way to hub and me jq and yl caught 'the day earth
stood still '
initially i tot it was some lame scientific movie but the starting was kinda interesting.
but , BUT. the ending is lame like nbdy's business.
after the movie you will feel like ' whatthefuck, so whats this whole movie even about?'
no love between the female and male lead.

so my review for the show is iwouldratherusethemoeyonTWILIGHTwherethisisEDWARDCULLENcumROBERTPATTINSON<3

waited for banana to appear and b4 that went arcade to play.
so money pple are hogging the basketball machine lor, wantshowoffosocannot

after banana appeared, went nebo for dinner cum supper.
changed games thrice and it was so embarassing.
endned up on spongebob monopoly ( no regrets ).
as usual, im nt the big winner but neither the biggest loser since theres always
that piece of banana to cover the bottom.

throut the whole game banana was super actcute and irrtating
act cute bcoz eg :
she found out that she din have to pay for something afterall she would go like
' oh, noneed pay ah? ' then she will luff to herself , which i don get the luffing point
(no one else does)
and shes like from mars, bcoz the things she feel is funny to us humans is not
the least one percentgae funny ><

irritating is bcoz whenver i throw the same no on the 2 dice she would keep reminding
me of going to jail
plus she wld be singing when im trying to count hw many steps im moving.

ok the above all has no offence to the piece of banana haha.

RIGHT, MERRY XMAS TO EVERYONE OUT THERE !

blue's clues.

So my lucky color is blue .
I painted my room back to blue again, goodbye rosepink, hi forever blue :]
I realise my life had lots of downs when my room is PINK.
am i being superstitious or what.
anyway I had pink for 1 year already, enough liao la, time for a change.


Painting in progress.
Sian i cant sleep in this bed alr, have to switch room 4 a day.

Hello Blue :]

goodbye pink >:]

and tomorrow is xmas eve already , happy xmas to everyone in advance :DD

My room is still half undone , gonna wake early 2mr to finish everything.

hi, din really go out today cos the dance course is not open till 29th!
so me and the other girl postponed to 29 to meet, so today was slacking at home agian.

went northpoint to eat breakfast just now with mom, bought pie kia,
damn nice man , really din treasure it when studying at amkss LOL?
since its at amk hub mah, now want go oso no chance le, cos from yishun go amk
just to buy pk damn lazy but heng it appeared in np!

saw one old psch fren at there walao i ka kin hide lor, wear until so shabby
to np eat then she wear until damn chio lol.
almost meet twice then i keep telling my mother ' stop stop, don walk there!'

woah, dec gonna end soon le, finally can see all my classmates soon, but hate to get back
result la .
my mother ask ' later u poly oso cannot get in how?'
haiz, bo bian only can go shatec ! i die die oso donwan go ite.

ydae my father tell me that he will confirm sent me to perth after poly if i cannot get in singapore university cos he got friend there can take care of me , i damn excited,
summore go poly quite hard to get in uni plus me this kind of standard, CONFIRM CAN
GO PERTH HAHAHAHAHA.

so yea, hopefully i get into poly , then finish 3 years successfully and cna go oversea le :D

having steamboat with fam during xmas eve, cant wait, must DA KAI SHA JIE ,YEA.

hi second post of the day, in fact if im patient adn waited 2 more mins its considered
as a post alr .

soooo bored, going tuesday with this new fren ( meet online ) to sign up for
a dancing thing =x
LOLOL,
and she from ngee ann poly lor, whatthe, is like my dream poly
but doubt can get in, i screw up chem so is like , i only got hope go ite/shatec.
nvm, i like to cook, can consider go shatec become top chef.

just nw go serangoon with parents and on the way talk bout funny stuff,
long time nvr hang out with parents in funny atmosphere liao,
always quarrel quarrel, cold war, but today is the best manzx.

my mom come back want do situp cos her tummy alr like pregnant,
so i help her, in the end she lie on the floor and nvr got up -___-
ZZZZ.
she got attempt to get up la, but her tummy is cmi ...

bloggin bout random stuff cos xmas is coming.
and i finally going to get my pay,cool, im going to buy dslite alr , actually
wan buy rock band but aiya, like as if my pay even 1/2 of it .

and today no little nyonya about sian, now my life only revolve around
lil nyonya .
clara sy my dad look like baba, making my mum a nyona, making me a nyonya?!
WHATTHE??

i totally cannot be nyonya lor, cos jeanette aw say nyonyas are very lil in movement,
very si wen de, haha i don fit any category at all, imagine i haf to tie my hair
like that and act so damn si wen, kill me manzx.

ok enuff crap

oh so im like older by one year today la/
i tot i was alr like months ago -___-

anywayh today eat loads, my stomach is going to burst, and i love this feeling!
diet has made me so crappy.
yumyum, all the tangyuan come to me !!
my fav is still peanut but i try to abstain from it cos bad for pimples.

whole day at aunt house slacking with cousins and watching tv, eating,
playing ball , playing com.

now just reach home and mother cooking noodle again, lets all start diet 2mr la.

and my fucking abdomen is still pain ><

poker face by lady gaga is nice.

the pain is driving me lazy

its 12.50 am now and im supose to sleep since too late is a nono to my pimples
soyea.
and itunes is super irritating cos it kept popping out.

the pain is unbearable and its driving me so crazy and lazy to go out.
was suppose to go orchard with family but u noe, the pain.

recently there was this person opp my house , another condo but near,
playing pop songs on piano like i always do.
im not trying to say i inspire the person to play that kinda songs or what
but its too wierd that shes playing unfaithful by rihanna too
since i play that song everyday and i swear that i started earlier.

and then the person is playing last christmas, can i have this dance.
anyway , good piano skills , i enjoy listening to those when i wake up in the morning
.
wonder if its a she/he.
i prefer to be a he , LoL kididng :P


im still so amazed by the baseball scene in twilight that till now, i still cant wipe
e scene outta my mind.
i gotta go watch it in cinema AGAIN.

recently my post are so monotonous and boring shits since i've always been
at home these days due to some lame reasons and i wont bother to elaborate.

im sure 2oo8 was a damn fucking unlucky year and it better fuck off soon
so that 2oo9 can come and make some change in my life.
COME ON, FASTER.
i still haf to go thru xmas and countdown :/

youre my brand of heroin

finally , whew, i watched twilight today :D
honestly speaking, i din really complete the whole movie online ydae nite
since quality sucks plus i dunwanna spoil it since i haven watch it in cinemas.

was treated by my aunt to watch with cynthia and initially
it was kinda boring since it was all about descriptions in e book and the
movie skipped quite some parts.

but i din really finish e book after chalet so the rest of e part was a mystery
and suspense to me.
and it really made me want to continue reading my book.
my fav part was e part where the cullens went to play baseball , god is that
exciting and cool.

james.
the baddie, but hawty. the actor i mean.
din really read his part in e book so was kinda new to him, but i know
he exist since e trailer keep showing him .

and my new fave character, alice cullen.
din really notice her in the book , but in the movie she was eye catching.
especially when she throw the baseball so elegantly and strode
down the branch of e tree in their kitchen .
woo.


but still, this guy overe here is still e best.

i tink kristen stewart is okay, but i tink a better person can be used?
like keira knightly?

i tink keira knightly may be a better choice? =x
no offence to kristens stewart's fans .

saw yanling and her npy after we came out from e cinema and im like
ohmywhatthe.LOL.

then went to subway for dinner and headed home sweet home.
just came back from a jog and going to have bath now.
sounds good rite?

today was kinda sucky since i wake up with a left abdomen pain.
issit abdomen? i dunno if its muscle or internal since ydae i did a bridge and a handstand
and fell like fucking twice. ( embarassing )

suppose to go esplanade with gabriel , his bro and his fren, but i tink
i'll skip it since im sucha noob and its kinda awkward to go with em.
and he still doubt if i can really go since they will head to e arcade which is like
MY THING?

this year sucks anyway, 2008 pass faster!
my dad say the monkey zodiac like dunno what , offend a god?
and then cos i refuse to pray this year( u mean like 11 mths ago )
then maybe cause me bad luck?

dunno if its true or not, choose to bliff it at least i noe why this year
i so suay.
yea yea , watch twilight later
plus ydae nite i watch online le, so i watch twice le,
i bliff 2nd time rob pattinson is still smexy.


and hope 2oo9 will be a exciting journey!
its time i clean thoughts of 2oo8 off my mind and move on.

meanwhile im going to gunbound first since its like 9:41 now?!
and no one is like fully awake except myself -__-

woah time flies real fast, soon its going to be xmas:D
and i just recieve new job , to promote uncle toby muesli.
i mean nbdy even hear of that brand lor, how to promote.
ZZZ.

from ydae nite, the gunbound hooha start again, me and sandy
today morning wake up and play so many rounds of gb,
i tink we damn pro now :D

and then later still have to go macpherson there to take something
like notes and trays blah blah blah.
nvr get my pay yet so not motivated to work.

anyway these few days i;ve been watching mtv.
yay, my fav channel !
i love watching mtv cribs . all the celebrities mansion , pools and cars is like
BAM!.

and the month is ending really soon, and then im going to get back my disappointed
results, but whatever, lets wait till the day b4 then worry :/

meanwhile i'll stay at home and rest my face till later.
LOl?

and im into janet jackson's songs like 'rock with me' and 'feedback'
yay

Hey yo peeps, its a pretty relax day today, oops did i say today?
i meant every single day.

today's not that boring cos i went causeway point with mom and dad
for dinner :D
im glad there are no friction between me and my mom since
we confirm quarrel everytime we go out.
and she bought me 3 mushroom mask from tfs :D

and cwp's timezone SUCKS BIG TIME i tell you. the basketball game
sucks like nbdy's business.
it doesn't even have stages like those in j8 and np that will move
during 2nd stage and theres no drummania in there.
see?

wasted my pathetic 5 dollars .

anyway went home and tried on the mask, it was pretty cooling
but i'd say theres not any effect on mrs pimple and her family yet
since its not 2mr yet, i cant give a proper 'review'.

oh and look, i changed skin again, the previous one was kinda squeezy for my liking
though its WITH ROBERT PATTINSON'S FACE HAHAHAH.
and my blogsong is my favourite song!

i admit i love all neyo's song though hes kinda fugly xD
all hes songs is so, magical lol?
makes you want to dance you know , like those night club songs.

and im pretty addicted to facebook now, like how i was to maple , but still,
maple was no.1 in my addiction to games .
look how it brought my grades down and etc stuffs.

oh my cough is back, argh!

i love 'fighter' by christina aguilera .
<3

heyo, i feel that i've sweat some flabs and then gain some again -__-
and im having some nasty outbreak again >:(
maybe i shld cut my fringe since its giving my forehead so many problems
and i feel like triying out mask on my face but, aiya see first.
now economy so bad, i don even have the money to buy mask
from TFS!!

anyway i made 2 new friends today , gabriel and samuel , from austrilia
but chinese la, like abcs u noe?
well gabriel was suppose to teach me how to break , and
so lucky that he staying at chongpang area too :O


anyway after all the 'breaking' , i sweated so much , more than
jogging ok.
jogging sucks anyway.

and we're meeting 3 days later to learn again, so ya, anyone wanna
'break' with me must tell me!
bcoz i learn alone damn paiseh, and summore i keep 'huh , huh huh'
cos their slang so hard to intepret!LOL.
but bad thing is, their going back to austrialia on the 29th! which is like,
argh.


yay.

heyyyyyyy, im dead beat, im back from orchard.
sian, i don really get high hearing orchard, u noe cos im not like a shoppingperson.
but i still had fun.
went to meet sandy and joy at taka today after s work then we went to walk
to dunno where and then went to face shop and then i was tempted
to buy this pimple cream for my pimple face.
then we sent joy off and left me and sandy.
then after that me and sandy went to yoshinoya to eat lunch with boonhao.
and then sandy started pouring her woes and then it was consultation time.
after boonhao left me and sandy continue walking and we end up in FEP.

and we find the luo zhixiang shop but its so hidden and in a ulu place,
like who will find that place -__-
and there are few apparels in the shop .
in the end i bought a shirt and sandy bought nothing.
and then we went subway to eat again.
yes u heard it, EAT AGAIN.

after eating, we bus 167 from fep home =)
i din know 167 got go fep la , walao, nxt time i got direct bus from house to orchard.
then we played the singing song game on the bus and laugh damn unglamly.

and im seeing sandy again 2mr to bowl lol, currently we're not sick
of each other yet =x

woohoo, feedback by janet jackson rawks!

i wanna get in trouble, i wanna start a fight!

hello, im addicted to facebook's games today.
so damn fun, especially bowling buddies. i've got 3 trophies alr!
but im kinda stuck in pet society, i do not know how to bathe
my pet!
how to feed it and how to let it play skipping.
and there are flies around it which kinda stink( as in the flies around it
not that i can smell my pet or what)

anyway i was playing fb's application e whole day , then i went np's
funland and play bball and drum mania again.
then went home and maple, and then play fb again.
suddenly facebook is so fun, or am i just plain bored.

yea , i cant bliff i endured til today.
im going to visit sandy for work 2mr and go for lunch , i tink we will
be so sick of each other by the end of this hol, since we are like communicating
everyday.

life is at its lowest now.
maybe i shld stage this 'hey i found a job!' crap and pretend to go MIA
from my blog for a week or two until christmas whichs like BAH.
and what i should do meanwhile this 2 week?
alright, i will go maple .

im so going to work now .

perhaps its one of a bad idea to reput the tagboard, look at the
pathetic tags its containing ><
anyway just had a chat with lisiwen whose currently residing
in bejing and flying to japan in a few more days ( whattheheck).
yea rite, everyone is flying here and there while im still stuck
in fcking singapore groaning and dying every moment.

and recently im addicted to facebook's application, pet society,
which is kinda fun cos it kept me occupied for an hour before im hungry
for better things.

point is, i din go for foot reflexology crap today since i was having
my menses and all i can do is wait outside the shop for my mom and u
noe how that feels, i know you do.
and she had the cheek to da fa me away by giving me 5 dollars.

so ultimately i ended up at the arcade again, and im addicted to basketball
and drummania v4.
or was it v5? oh whatever.

i was totally not enjoying myself today at all with my mother, even swensen
at j8 tonight.
she was just making me pissed to the max and during the train ride home
she kept embarassing me and im trying to pretend we dunno each other.
im so glad that my ipod existed.thankgod.

once again, phua yi qing reporting her attempt to hint her dad to whisk
her overseas failed.

i tink even pple who do not know me reading all my posts can know me so well
alr, bcoz i practically just blog every lil part of my life everyday.

yet another boredom post. i need to get hands on my ds lite soon !
anyway how i practically pass each night is when i feel damn bored
i call bangalah(sandy) cos both of us are oso very bored.
then we will complain and whine about how bored we are, n how
other pple are getting on with their life and moving on so fast we cant
catch up and how we are being only child stuck at home and quarreling
with our parents, bargaining bout going overseas, and how we shld
not mind msia since we are even in a worse situation, stuck in SINGAPORE.

and then yesterday night, we had e same routine, and she was quarreling with
momma and blah blah blah yada and we talk till like 12+ before we were so bored
i actually somehow or randomly became a dj and play songs to her thru the phone.
and then after that we went to sleep, i mean me, im not sure bout her.

i dunno how many more nights this routine is going to continue, because im
kinda tired that im still stuck in a part of my life, unable to move on ,
like getting myself busified and stuff.
and all the more i shld not complain and move my arse to go find my goal in life
but u noe i just cant help it, i mean since this is my blog since i have the right to
complain and whine all bout it rite?

im going brunch with my laoniang and going for some foot reflexlogy thing later,
which im super scared off, bcoz i see tv pple always exaggerate their reflex
to the reflexlogy.

and now they are in genting enjoying while im stuck in singapore getting all
whiny again.

laopopo

yay , today i sucessfully passed half a day .
im suppose to go bowl with bangalah today but aiya, suddenly feel damn sian
so forget it, i fang her aeroplane and decided to stay at home to sleep time away.
it wasn't that sucessful bcoz im not that of a sleeper now ya?

suddenly december is so boring! my friends are all working or going overseas
or busy with other stuff, and im stuck with me and myself.
i totally need to make my friends alr, or not im sure stuck with me and more
of myself which is 98908290801980180-1,.

but no worries my readers, im sure getting busy from 21 dec onwards :D
so i just have to tahan a 1 more week.
FUCK.

and then theres xmas shopping/celebration with family and countdown
celebration with family again.
and there'd be some *erhem erhem* going on, till jan and its going to be
class chalet again , and then results day and then u noe that is when
im going to start looking for a stable job.
like in starbucks xD
by then those jc wannabes shld have quitted and get their arse off MY JOB.
haha kiddin.

point is, what can i do during this 1 week plus b4 21 dec comes?
stay at home and let my mind run wild, get sick and all fucked up probably.

and 2mr cynthia and fam. are going genting while im stuck at home bcoz
i said i did not want to go a few days b4 bcoz of some mood swings and now
i regret like fuck.
oh, why din i promise to go !

anyway, im now in my room, and its drizzling outside, the sky is grey,
my room is dark, 'breathe ' is playing on my itunes, and i feel like im in the beach.
i love this feeling.

and my mom is considering if she would whisk me off the austrialia
bcoz her fren told her after sec 4 is the best time to do so.
woohoo!!!, i hope she does , bcoz singapore is one boring shit.
JOKING.

woops, i forgot to blog about ydae go kbox with mx and bangalah(sandy)
since im super free today , i tink i can blog a mil times about every lil
moment in life.

we went amk kbox ydae to sing from 2 to 7.
5 HOURS HAHA, shiok si le.
i nvr sing for so long b4, summore 3 pple nia , we in e end sing till no song
to sing =x.

and i go there first thing confirm sing wei ni er huo!
is my first song there so i starting cannot sing well, then after 1 hour i go toilet
, i hear nxt door pple sing, TAMADE CANNOT, i run back and ask em
to help me pick that song again.

and i can sing Jane's part xD
but still until the most top i oso will break voice =/
so nxt time if u go kbox with me, prepare hear me sing that song, bcoz is
my MUST SING.

and then we really ate alot during the 5 hour and they keep gulp sprite
like free(which is refillable) , i drank 2 glass, they drank twice of me -__-

i tink k happy really very worth it, but cause me to grow ulcer today cos
alot of side dishes all contain CHIPS.
and sandy still bring her zhao pai prawn crackers.
so we practically kept eating those heaty stuff and i am super prone to em,
thats why if u noe me, u noe i always have ulcers.
perhaps that is one good thing to those pple around me bcoz during this period
, i would keep my mouth shut.

and the pangmeixin don see she act act in class like always carry bio book,
but she can sing de lor!

and i want to go kbox again , i desperate to sing wei ni er huo.

anyway, after that we went to buy snacks b4 we go home, and guess who we saw?
i mean sandy saw.
she saw the dog. lucky we quickly turn away and zao.
and my basketball in arcade finally break 200! hahahaha, though is noobish to some pple,
but still, its a great achievement to me.

going bowling with sandy 2mr bcoz both of us are bored to the death.

sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
i din know life after o lvl is so suckish.

yoyo.

today me and my laoniang went market together. coolzx, fyi we either quarrel/cold war
or patchup/loveeachother at diff moment so, yea get used to it .
and unluckily we met her group of frens or if u want to say
in a more teeny and coolios way, you call it CLIQUE.
her coffeeshop/danceclass clique was sitting at a corner and somehow
her butt got stuck on the chair and same for me.

one of her 'clique' had a lil kid , which i guess issa round a 9?
its a boy and i cannot stop staring at him.
i feel like a tkb, bcoz the boy has such beautiful features and gahh
he looks like angmoh pie !
even my mom calls him handsome boi.
and then his mom brought him to see a sinseh and i was kinda disapointed.
aww, im such a peadophile( sp ) .

and then while buying chicken rice my mom met another clique of frens.
godly man, how many cliques does she actually has?
and there we go again, standing in the middle of the lane chatting gossips
away.
women are all the same, regardless of their age, all loves to gossip,
just the extend u noe?
now i know where i get my gossip genes from.

and i heard another nice song ydae on mtv,
your love is a lie-simple plan.
i bet this song came out ages ago , but if u hadn't heard it, its nicee.

ok, no job, no lobangs, no jios , im so going to rot at home.
and twilight is coming out lor, more jios leh?
banana got a job alr la, she may not be able to watch with me le lor,
now i cannot luff at her for 'reading newspapers'.

when the music stops , i'd run wild.



at compass point for dinner with cynthia (:

when they visit me at work (:

pig says 'merry xmas'.and i realise theres a customer behind =x

and i like this pic alot :D its monkey!


goin out later, and i hope to have some fun .

doll domination.

yay we pple can do some bitching once again, i've reput up my tagboard.
cos its still wierd without a tb.
and i changed my song , i was watching chart attack on mtv.
and this song hit me , so tada , its going to stay on my blog for awhile ( i hope )
and i tink nicole fishzinger is kinda hot Lol?
but i don understand why e rest of e dolls aint singing, anyway not my bizzzness.

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

your the missing piece i need, the song inside me.

im taking a breather from disney movie marathon (:

i've infact specifically watched 2 movies only, cos the rest

are kinda kiddish .

that is 'princess dairies, and camp rock'

this is the first time im watching camp rock and it imprints deeply in me

though i still don like joe jonas =x

and i've a better impression of demi lovato :D ok whatever.

anyway it'll be great if there was a music camp like camp rock in singapore, but thats

impossible, bcoz u see? hello? its singapore.

and my mood is still not very good today so im not in that of a mood to put pictures,

lets just hope 2mr is a better day.

the aircon man stinks.

i've just lost.

physically, psychologicaly, im very very tired.
sometimes, pple just don understand whats going on in ur mind.
its really not that 'whatever' like you always tink so.

really.


my thoughts you cant decode :(

why do you smile, like you'd been told a secret?

im so jaded , i just came back from 11 hours of consecutive work.
i even went to the wrong mall today,supposed to go imm i tot i working at westmall(bukit batok)
worse, i took train to cityhall tinking i can change line to bb, instead its at jurong east side.
WHATTHEHECK.

and i was late, and my trolley was taken by 2 other guys ( bullshit )
anyway pple is zhuan jiao yu dao ai, i is zhuan jiao yu dao SAI.
bcoz i kept meeting em in the supermarket.
=/
kiddin.

suddenly jiahui call and say the auntie supposedly working at j8 atrium pon ,
so i had to go down to take over her duties.
si ren auntie >=(

anyway, so duh, i went to take over her, and back at j8 atrium.
after awhile, mrs pig came find me after her movenpick, and mr pig came to atrium
too after his coldstorage promo at j8 , then vanessa came to find me too,
and then sandy popped by too.
woah, aint i popular =x
okayokay.

but they left in a hush , leaving me and banana, chatted awhile b4 she went
off to buy her dinner and i was like'thank god'(kidin)
gratz to her for finding a job at goldlion(and it is pronouce as leon, not li-on(the one
dat roars)

and then after that i had to stay all e way to 10.
watch twice hello kitty fairytale show , pfft, iamsosickofit.
around 9+ saw tricia and her family lol .

dad came to fetch me at 10 , on the way home was conferencing with gkpk mbrs,
and then sudenly the line went off- ___ -
just finish dinner, preparing to bathe(not compulsory though =x) and then watch
few more episodes of thats so raven and goodnight.

*and i dreamt of smth super nice yesterday night, but guess what? my stupid
alarm clock had to destroy that fantasy.SUCKS.
and i went back to sleep but i cant continue e dream .ZZZ

thats practically one day in my current life, pictures up 2mr, IM NOT WORKING 2MR YAY.

picture diary.


justin's new haircut and his act cute JB :D

after that went to admiralty(sucks) to visit sandy the beach.
she kept grumbling that her sales was very lousy since the human
traffic there was sucky.


cutesy baybeh customer.

me n sandy

performance of mr happy at causeway point.
we went there for dinner , and as usual it was hard to feed sandy.
bytheway dont u tink the brown one looks very kiampa.
keep giving the guailan face leh.


i have work 2mr manzx , i must work doubly hard!
and recently i having constipation lor, so im going to try the super
laosai formula (milk+banana)
BOMBBOMBBOMB!

thats all.

my life needs to get a life.

im trying to act cheem, when i say my life needs to get a life .
the first life = my blog.
bcoz thats practically where i talk bout my life every now and then,
or even seconds.
so my blog needs some life since its been consider rather dead
without pictures and the tagboard.
so i've decided, im going to put it back soon, or else a blog feels wierd
when theres like no readers.
kinda sucks rite?

and i hope i can get a camera really soon, cos i need to tell you guys
whats happening in my life right now!
do i sound real stupid saying that? but words cant exactly express what im trying to say.
pictures are more detailed when im trying to complain and rant bout my life.
so you gotta stay tune ( learn from sandy ) .
pictures are what makes life more interesting.
ok enough of introduction and lets get some work done.

some super overdued pictures , im going to post em up right now.
so if ure a fren i haven been in touch 4 long or a relative, u can know wassup with
my life.
THAT WAS BHB , and longwinded.

firstup

class chalet.



last day of o's


outing at vivo.


cool, my dad say he wld get one for me when hes at town (:
die i have no work 2mr, so im just rotting at home, i need someone to jiozx me

jingle bell rock!

hey im fucking tired today :(
and im doing badly for my new promo today. its the nesfrappe that sandy had been doing.
i hate nesfrappe, i love kitkat more.
somehow nesfrappe made me perform badly.
and lousy 7-11 don even let me promote outside and the manager
is like guai lan till maxxxxx.

lucky its kitkat on sat. i love you kk.
and im going to ben and jerry carnival at fort canning with banana ( shld be )
and i really need to update some pictures soon, but now all my pictures
are like shit so i cant be bothered to upload.

i failed as a crew leader LOLOLOL.

by the way banana dont be sad anymore .monkey and pig loves you :D
lets go eat tubs of ice cream at the carnival .
see im sucha good fren (:

busy hussy.

yay im like working 2mr again?
its tiring but its accomplishing!
plus the client praised me for e kitkat okay! though i was chatting/slacking
all e way xD

im going to bras bersah to work for nes frappe .
and i hope i can work for haagen daas' promotion too =D

let me just summarise my day today.
1) went to vivo with the 4/3 peeps ( van, lc,barrie,dinie,julian,joel,yl,ds)
hope i din miss out anyone.
we went to catch 4 xmas' and i tink overall, i gave it a 4/5.
deserve to be watched although the title may sound boring .

2)went to meet sandy at harbourfront mrt and we got lost in order to find
our way to the pda whatever place.

3) took a cab and reached there. many pple already there and we got briefed
about e sunblock blah blah blah .

4) lame, in e end i cant go since i have work clashing -___-

5) took some freebies and walk damn far b4 we get to the busstop ( and we met
this girl call sally.gt her no blah blah blah)

6) took 143 to tpy interchange then went to subway to buy dinner ( after much
quarrels)

7)took 90 to macpherson to meet jiahui to get uniform for lc,me and zhexin(lc's other girl)

8)and then me and sandy got lost and we were like freaking ourselves out-__-

9)jiahui came fetch us and the company was like just beside ? -__-

10) crapped, arranged all the jobs and we went off again.

11) home sweet home (:

i know my posts are so boring nowadays.
i know.
but give me some time you know?

SHUAI ANOT.
no reason but just want to put up dis picture =D

i love watching all owodog's dance performance on mfbbt.

got a movie to catch bye.

just came back from sandy's house and dinner at chong chong.
so it was chong chong not chomp chomp?
then i had a wrong intepretation of e name all along.
lucky i have no bad feelings between MC now or else i wont even
step into that place.

nxt tuesday, dad's gonna bring me to newton circus! so practically
every tuesday both of us are going to find the 'cheap and nice' hawker
centres.

plz email me if u have any idea if there is other place! or well, duh u can
just tell me on msn.email sounds obiang.

anyway today me and lc went to sandy's house and had some real fun.
first lc was playing maple and sandy was bathing so she had some hard
time trying to open e door for me-__-
and she made me wait
and wait
AND WAIT.

moment the lock unlock i chiong in and quitted her acc, but whatever,
she shoved me away with her jumbo butt and reenter her acc =x
and then we went msn and she did something bad.
and then she used my name, WHATTHEHECK.
idiot.
still donwan admit >:(

i was so angry i practically scissored legged her on the ground like wwf
and left her screaming for help.

then suddenly sandy was back from bathing and she was shocked by what
lc was doing with her msn and blah blah blah.
then we played mahjong and i lost every round.
what bad luck.

and then jiahui called and tell us we have more jobs like i have to go one
on sunday at padang to promote some oil thing and then i still have the
nesfrappe on thurs at bras besar.

i know money will come rolling in then :D

and then we started 'dressing'up with sandy's accesories and blah blah.
i wanted to play game of life but both of the arses insisted to play mahjong
and they keep going '
one more round!one more round!'
and they always break their promise.

finally after much whining , the sandy finally take out her game of life
and it was very rush game cos me and lc gotta go soon.
but it was overall funny , cosi keep stealing money from bank
and we had to keep exchanging salaries which was pretty
irritating bcoz i just got a 100000 one and another moment i had to trade it away.
and then it was all chaos and the game finally ended at around 6.30
, me and lc rushed to meet my dad leaving sandy to pack e game( serve her right )
JOKING.

im planning to go gym later but i tink going at night doesn't help.
pple tell me i shld go in e morning.
oh thats a excuse isn't it. but still im going to start gyming my fat arse off 2mr.
good luck to my diet plan :D

this post is lengthy . i know.

neutralisation?

time check : 12.12
yipaye, im going out again later .
to sandy house to slack the whole day and play mahjong( now my top fav )
i bet i can own the game since we have the noob lc playing .
and im not sure of sandy's standard but i bet i now more pro then her.

and i don have my k850i with me now!~
fuck, icannot take photos and i always have to take from pple( like banana )
and still must wait for em to post lor .(TSK)

fyi we were toking bout twilight
btw u can see a name censored rite? if ure clever u can guess who it is la =x
this part made me luff for a period of time -___-


and i changed my blogsong. i used to tink this song sucks since i haven hear the whole of it
just the starting.
but one day fate made me listen to the full song on youtube(LOL ) and im listening
to it everyday!


ok i need to go bathe alr.
since i din bathe yesterday.



kiddin la .

desperately available.( not in terms of love )

i know, i know, the title sounds retarded.
point is , i need soemone to book me for twilight , its coming this month
and i desperately need to catch a whole basket of glimpse at my
bf(aka edward cullen) if ure still not sure .
am i making a hella lot big hooha?

anyway, i just came back frm mt alvernia today, and good news is
my thyroid has drop by alot!
weee :D

and before that went to vivo with yl and lc.
considered as boring since vivo was horrible. really, it is :/
and im planning to cut my hair ( not shorten it ( i cant bear to have another
impact) ) but somehow make it more presentable.
if u get what i mean, which u dont bcoz u dono what i want.

then they went to meet the 4/3 guy at pc bunk i tink cos lc
wanted to meet her bf , and i had to go for appointment.
sad, or else i wld have totally went in for a round of zakum(LIKEREAL)
and thrashed some noobs in audi ( MUAHAHAHA , this is more like it)

so i had a lonely trip to mt alvernia and back home without my ipod
and the busw a spack like sardine but lucky me got a sit.
just that there was this indian woman who was obese insisted to squeeze
in between me and another girl.
so me and the girl had some kind of'telepathy' cos we were like
'TSK' 2gether.

talking about telepathy.

oh and i need to wait 4 more days to work. this sure sucks , im so in love
with working now.
i kinda miss the hello kitty show and the pple there already .
ok i sucks i know.