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Title:
Date posted: Friday, October 31, 2008;
Time started: 5:00 AM
Posted by: c0kE
But the planets all aligned,When you looked into my eyes ;
Listening to : chemicals react by aly n aJ.
oh god, must i totally rant about it ALLAOVAAGAIN?
thy ish totally in lurbb wibb ALY N AJ.
their song are oh-so-ecstacy.
well, if you dunno what im trying to say, it meant addictive (:
and fyi, it was created by laoniang me :D
first, it was the potential breakup song , then it was 'if i could have you back'
which i heard on zackncody.
now ? its chemicals react. i really love this song bcoz , durhhhh aaa?
im a CHEMISTRYYY student kae.
urhm. so back to the usual rants on my papers.
im not ranting much though bcoz bio paper was kinda 'easy'?
yuppadoodle ( eww) , so lets skip to the 'mylifesucks' section.
today's mylifesucks section is going to pinpoint this unruly
busdriver on bus 167. typical bald drivers. oh shld it be BUS JERKER?
i ran out of coin so i put 50 cent instead of 55, and he totally screwed
my ride up.
he insist that i pay 5 cent more but i have like no cents?
what doya expect me to do? sell my body to you? nah just kiddin.
and he kept on staring at me thru the windscreen which is darn arse irritating
to the max and more max plus maximum.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH U OLD TIKO , im so gonna gorgle ur eyes out
* points my 2 middle finger with a sinister grin*
and plus , he not only pollute my body with his outrageous staring,
but oso he keeps jerking the bus.
like durhhh aaa ? its ON PURPOSE. and thanks to him, i've lisetn to
now or never by hsm3 for 5 FREAKIN TIMES.
bcoz everytime the bus jerk, my fingers slips and it will press the back
button, and i cannot complete the song at all. THIS IS VERY FRUSTRATING U NOE?
dont you tink my life sucks till then?
yes.
Title:
Date posted: Monday, October 27, 2008;
Time started: 8:56 PM
Posted by: c0kE
im ecstatic
im depressed
im disappointed
im surprised
im anxious
im looking forward to life.
or am i not?
im having diff personalities everyday.
im insane
but i know that im going to the toilet now.
Title: late puberty
Date posted: ;
Time started: 7:03 AM
Posted by: c0kE
i cannot accept late puberty!
i tink im going some secondary characteristics change .
finally im not a washboard .
thats the only , uhm, pro :D
Title:
Date posted: Sunday, October 26, 2008;
Time started: 1:36 AM
Posted by: c0kE
damn regret
my face is fucking red now.
bcoz just now i went to this salon beside my dad's shop
and request to wash my face.
so the auntie *poke* *prick* like mad on my face. as in poke those
stubborn pimples.
n im quite contented as she kinda "gotrid" of those white pearly stuffs
then when i woke up i got the shocka outta my freakin life.
my face is filled with red patch >:(
auntie say will subside 2 days later, and i hold her words
close to my heart, LOL:x
ok she better be right or i'd burn her shop :D
muahahahaha
Title:
Date posted: Saturday, October 25, 2008;
Time started: 5:14 AM
Posted by: c0kE
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
-rascal flatts.
igoddamnlurbthissong
Title:
Date posted: ;
Time started: 2:38 AM
Posted by: c0kE
sick of mind games
oh no, i totally screwed up my previosly planned study routine.
i was suppose to study bio straight after i came from from breakfast :(
and my laziness screw it all , or you may say ' as usual'
when out with cynthia today for breakfast.
at 848 LOL.
initially i insisted macdonald, then she insisted that she can cook that
for me, then i insisted that no thanks , then she insisted that i wont
get tummy upset.
insist here, insist, there finally we decide to have traditional
disgustingly half eaten beehoon... by ...
lin laoniang.
shes the one eating djyt not me becoz it simply reminds me of di ku nei yi
and then we went to the void deck to slack.
show off sia.
unglam sia, and im nt sitting on the floor -___-
:D heh. cool msn skin i have rite
and the inside is fucking cute manzx
and when u open, if u haven seen ur contact's picture yet, it appear as a cutesay
man!toobadifuragirl.
Title:
Date posted: Friday, October 24, 2008;
Time started: 8:13 AM
Posted by: c0kE
11:11 means i miss you?
yeah, screamzx purlease , da biatch is back in action after
not even 6 hours -__-
impatient pl0x.
i just saw 11:11 so i wasthinking if anyone was thinking of me?
OH OH MY SO BHB.
but my intuition tells me the 11:11 thing is true okay.
but it signifies that ur missing some one too.
i wasn't then, i was conc on my bio! so cfm must be the opposite.
:D
okay maybe i was, but i wasn't aware of it :/
okay enuff crap, let the pictures do the shitting/talking
My mint cookies :D i love the design, the 2 chars just brighten up my day.
3 duo hua. renyao hua, lao hua , xiangjiao hua
look like aunties
while i was going for dinner , saw the piutiful de sky.
then i took a pic of it but a uncle cycling pass stare at me like im some
siaocharbo or what which i obviously am.
yummy.my dinner at cavana. rawks man, better and cheaper then ppl lor
thats why i hate ppl!
FUCKING DELICIOUS SIOL.JEALOUS?
10yrsdownwontchangemymemories.youknowwhatimean:)
Title:
Date posted: ;
Time started: 3:21 AM
Posted by: c0kE
set the hearts all over the world tonight.
let it go , learn
oh holy mama, finally another paper down. grahhhh
went to wait outside pizzahut for 'awhile'
b4 we're allowed in .
of cos i took alot of pictures and i was so prepared to post em
all up bcoz im liberated earlier then anyone in 4/3 !
okay... thats not very positive is it?
whateva.
my lifes have been filled with lots of 'whatever'.
bcoz of this, when im trying to be serious about a matter, im given
the 'whatever' attitude too.
i took 166 to vivo and bused back again bcoz Justin can't go
bowl with me :(
and the ride is so going to make me puke, fuck.
recently car rides have been making me dizzy.
and there may be another post later, to upload the pictures, that is,
if i feel like it.
okay, i sound like a bitch when i say that.
oh , and on the ride home, got this SG :D
then he keep lean his head infront to sleep, but his head keep tilting
and i have a urge to push his head on the wall -___-
Plus im addicted to womanizer, oh gawd, my life nowadays...
so screwed that is.
you're you're a womanzier LOoL
Title:
Date posted: Thursday, October 23, 2008;
Time started: 9:29 AM
Posted by: c0kE
it’s crowded and cold
In My Secret Life.
second post of the day! or actually its a new post alr since its past 12.
im having this zack& cody marathon and im neglecting emaths.
wudeva. you know what? bcoz i can continue screwing TEH papers.
introducing my fav character! maddie (:
oh well, actually its maddie and London. i love their scenes the most
bcoz their the funniest.
oh, and just now i call sandy to ask question and we found out
that we both want to learn dancing during the hol.
GOD WE CANT DANCE FOR NUTS.
but thats why we're learning rite? no harm since we got
hella loads of spare time.
n few days ago yl said shes creating a secret blog to blog bout some
private stuff.
i was pondering if i shld create one too, but in the end i din
bcoz i realise i have lil secrets and even if there is
i donwan to blog about stuff and not get seen.
i have no sense of achievement.
oh, see? told you im wierd.
Title:
Date posted: ;
Time started: 3:54 AM
Posted by: c0kE
DL²
ZZ, Obviously my title always means something.
and its a pre summarisation of what my post is about.
so if you're plain lazy to read, you can just read the
attention seeking red big letters.
as i said, today's title seems very shallow , that is.
bcoz im so angrified by this hateful examiner.
fuck her yo!
she totally slam the table when i was talking.
second, do you have to flare up and act like a fuck up bitch.
goddamn, old virgins nowadays are incorrigible.
i can deduce that shes a freakin O.V bcoz only ov flare up so easily,
and when they go thru menopause, theres no hubby there
comfort her.
and is there any need to get so pissed? everyone else is talking for
god's sake.
OH FUCK IT.
and my index is call again. dui lian like nbdy;s business.
but no choice bcoz i forgot my ic and i have to go write some form -__-
today is dulan + duilian.
Title:
Date posted: Wednesday, October 22, 2008;
Time started: 8:44 PM
Posted by: c0kE
take a break, have a kitkat
i was so determined to memorise the whole geography book,
i mean since i don have to study for a maths so i estimated
that i got hella loads of time.
but you know my maths sucks too, so my estimation was wrong.
till now, IM STILL IN RUSH HOUR MODE.
i have only around 2 more hour :O
and i love my maroon mug. motivates me to mug?
surprisingly very few pple from amkss is online now.
i even thought i got the exam time wrong -__-
Title:
Date posted: ;
Time started: 2:59 AM
Posted by: c0kE
ha.this is random , bcoz it doesn't even fit the mood im in right now.
anyway while i was mugging 'realhard' for geog i tot of what im going
2 do after O's.
GREAT :D
play volleyball with cynthia everyday till we both die of perspiration.
slog my boobs out to work. (unhealthy)
go take up some course that can make me eat with no guilt.
and to be even more random then ever, i know why ne-yo seldom goes
out without a cap, a hoodie or etc.
HES BALD IS FUGLY MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
labels: i hate geography, i hate development, i hate Rivercoast ldcdc kalimantan thomman :((
Title:
Date posted: Tuesday, October 21, 2008;
Time started: 9:31 AM
Posted by: c0kE
oh my fawking god, its 'greed' ! so eazaye like shiat manzx.
oops, checkmate! and i died. literally lost
dang .
on a random note:
what the fuck, this is ne-yo?
totally spoil the ambience i had when i was listening
to 'bcoz of you'
BOO YA.
Title:
Date posted: Monday, October 20, 2008;
Time started: 7:46 AM
Posted by: c0kE
There are wounds even guardian angels cannot mend ;
chem paper is supposedly easy, but i screwed it so badly.
my heart is hurting like mad :(
oh gosh, i gave my first heartache to chemistry .
forget it, i'd just have to chiong CHIONG CHIONG Z for geog alr.
went to mos with glyl after paper and ended up talking bout psch
days.
she got 2 STEAD HOR PSCH THAT TIME.
:DD
woops :x
oh and a random thought, i tink ryan .c is hawt in this album .
but now hes so freaky looking :(
look like some wildman.
Title:
Date posted: Sunday, October 19, 2008;
Time started: 7:39 PM
Posted by: c0kE
pre- death befall.
sorry hor , from later onwards, if i ever make any careless mistakes
there would be no ' aiya, still got common test what'
neither does it have 'aiya, still have prelim what'
PLUS CONFIRM NO 'AIYA, LAME, OLVL MUST IMPT ONE, JUST
WORK HARD LOR.'
bummer.
why do i have the time to blog?
bcoz i want to destress.
if i absorb anymore, it would neutralise those i have kept in my head
so damn fcking hard.
btw i have no exam on wed (: so parents bringing me to NY for dinner
after my eng paper :D
i went to watch many mvs and it sorta calm my itch.
my leg is gonna be mutated soon :(
Title:
Date posted: ;
Time started: 3:18 AM
Posted by: c0kE
how crazyaye .
aha. if u read my blog everyday, then u must be thinking
if im not blogging today since its the BIG FAT O'S 2mr.
woots , im right, ur wrong, i wld still blog, perhaps later, perhaps
shorter,
NE WAY, i went to have a jab to stop e itch, and it looks like
it doesn't work.
perhaps its psychological thinking, or maybe im really
itching like mad.
as usual, nuthin much going on today. im just lieing on e sofa
all day long, watching tv cum eating cum mugging for chem.
fyi, im not mugging real hard okay.
will end this post quickly by talking bout this movie i watched
ydae on chnl 8.
in chinese is call SI WANG XIE ZHEN. eng : abnormal beauty
don feel like putting up the movie poster cos it gives me creep.
Jiney is a talented student of Arts with a trauma in her childhood and lack of communication with her mother, and excellent photographer that is not satisfied with her awarded works. When she witnesses a car crash, she is driven by a morbid wish and takes pictures of the dead victim. She becomes obsessed with death, and her close friend Jas feels that Jiney needs help with her abnormal behavior and attraction. When Jiney supersedes her death wish, she receives a snuff video where a girl is tortured and killed in front of the camera. Jiney shows the tape to Jas, who questions the authenticity of the footage, and they believe it is a prank of their friend Anson. When the girls realize that it is not a joke of Anson, Jiney receives another tape with the message inviting her to take a look. When she sees the tape, she becomes scared with the sinister footage.
initally me and my dad were complaining how lame and un-udnerstandable the plot
was.
but its kinda nice in the end.
im sadistic!!
Title:
Date posted: Saturday, October 18, 2008;
Time started: 3:42 AM
Posted by: c0kE
I won't go home without you ;
I love this place!
I wished it exist. i mean in singapore .
does it looks kinda creepy? but thats what i like, the gloomy weather
bcoz i love rainy days :D
take note pple : I LOVE RAINY DAYS.
okay back to the main thang. today was a sucky day, in fact most of the days
are sucky.
imma itching like mad all over, bcoz of the bugs.
i mean im not sure if its bcoz of em, or its bcoz im allergic to smth.
DAMN , THIS IS RUINING MY LIFE :(
and to think i've alr bought new stuffs that im going to use after O's.
muahahaha.
always be prepared rite?
the whole day imma alr scratching here scratching there.
im officially a monkey, yes thats rite.
but even though theres many obstacles to stop me from studying
chem, i would OVERCOME EM.
To conclude today : i have really nothing to blog about, bcoz i din go out,
and the whole day i was just 'eating, sleeping, shitting + scratching , complaining
on the phone , fullstop'
a great day i must say.
Title:
Date posted: Friday, October 17, 2008;
Time started: 2:48 AM
Posted by: c0kE
plz don stop the music or the tags too :x
hi i just came back from the polyclinic.
nope, im not being paranoid or shiat, just that i got bitten by bed bugs.
ewww, insects.
hate em to the core.
and its not that my room is dirty or what, bcoz every week
i cfm will spray insecticide.
CONFIRM, bcoz i hate insects the most.
fuck, and i just saw a dead one. im damn sure its a bed bug bcoz i googled
for it.
EWW EWW EWW X2093839783783978927928082028 TIMES.
i brought my 10 yr series to practice while waiting cos i know polyclinics
take ages and u have to q for every single thing.
in the end i lost my answer sheet.
and to tink i cabbed there and home :/
and throughout this few days i've been thinking of what to do after O's.
too many .
and im soooo looking forward to it when i haven even officially take the O's
paper.
Title:
Date posted: Thursday, October 16, 2008;
Time started: 8:39 AM
Posted by: c0kE
I know there’s something in the wake of your smile;
ooo, so this is da second post of the day ?
its 11.42, that means i spent 7 hour studying , which means im allowed to blog.
hah, pui, like realllllllll purlease.
i sneak off to buy donut factory , i cant get enough of it :(
to my utmost disappointment , there were only the kaya flavour
and a few choco nuts one left. previously there was a woman
brushing pass me with 3 large boxes, must be a fault la.
and that smiley donut cost me 1.50 , but its okay, since its for children
day( which is obviously over long ago, but being kind me , haiz.)
and anyway its double chocolate + its so fucking cute.
i cant bear to eat it, but i cant let the ants eat it, so i shall eat it 2mr.
lastly: you see i put a playlist? bcoz im so fickle minded with my blogsongs
that i as well put a playlist of all the songs i want.
im too stooopid to realise this.
sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile ,the precious moments are all lost in the tide
Title:
Date posted: ;
Time started: 1:11 AM
Posted by: c0kE
love story;
today's post will be dedicated to this song :D
why?
bcoz im learning this song on piano :/
i previously posted something and delete it since i think its kinda useless.
ok lemme repeat again
, this balcony is a AUTHENTIC balcony .
i guess, cos alot of pictures with the same balcony claimed that it was the RJ's one.
can you imagine romeo serenading under it?
CoOlzx.
Most importantly, my favourite part of the song
'marry me Juliet
you'll never have to be alone
i love you and that's all i really know
i talked to your dad
you'll pick out a white dress
it's a love story baby just say yes'
this is too long and sounds overly stupid if i'd put it on msn as my nick.
but as a quote, its very beautiful.
I NEED TO FUCKING GET THIS MEMORISED(AS IN PIANO)
QUICKLY.
SO THAT I CAN SHOW OFF :D
Title:
Date posted: Wednesday, October 15, 2008;
Time started: 4:36 AM
Posted by: c0kE
cant keep my hands off the cookie jar.
listening to: cookie jar - gym class hero ( gives me a wierd feeling )
im starting to like one picture post. like everyone does.
im not unique anymore , or i wasn't even since the beginning?
ZZ.
me and lc at drive thru mac today.
u must be wondering if we're self timing , nah, we're with glyl.
cannot stop GL-ing me till we go home.
leopards cannot change her spots sia. JKJK
btw my smile is so awkward.
went back to sch to take some form from mrs ong.
waited damn long for queen ong's arrival.
ok i'll come clean with it, its a amaths drop out form.
no big deal rite?
there were alr some guys and edna in class waiting for mrs veda
to arrive for bio consultation.
after i took the form i sneaked out and went to meet glyl, lc at mac drive thru.
this time we were sitting outside , and the scenery was pretty.
except when you turn ur head back and u realise theres a block
of hdb flats behind you,you'd go WTF.
sadly, it rained.yay , we attempted to shift the table inner, but even though its the maximum
rain still came sprouting in. and it was damn irritating.
so we sent our skillful spy yanling to check whether
theres space inside.
blah
blah
blah.
we ended inside thanks to this 2 people that allow us to have their seats.
THANKS , THOUGH I KNOW YA WONT SEE THIS.
talk/study/gossip before the auntie vanessa take her ost to come.
and 'sashayed' auntily in.
continue to talk/study/gossip
and then there was the plasma tv playing the sms sent by pple.
and there was one that was twittish like nbdy's fcking business.
it goes like
'taozx yanzx hmphzx!'
nabei! ewww. and some others like 'dongjae looks like qq'=WTF
is there even any meaning in this sentence?!
or what ' i later going tpy macs to study'
but there was one ' XXX macs very sian, no chiobu.'
so me and yl decide to sent something. and we twit like mad too.
aint i paradoxical?
but after waiting for ages, it din show, cos it kept repeating the old ones.
ZZ, waste my money sia.
oh , its practical 2mr, and i lost my cb >:(
good luck to everyone anyway
Title:
Date posted: Tuesday, October 14, 2008;
Time started: 7:37 AM
Posted by: c0kE
lin laoniang needs to distress!
so im going to post a lame conver with yanling.
actually, bcoz im going to the bio thang 2mr, and lc jioed me to study at library.
but btw we came back from sch, cfm no space le.
and asked yl whether she wanna study with us, see if she can help us guard
coz she oso not going sch what.
then i tried to irritate her, but no reaction.
i dunno wth im luffing like mad when im typing these.
see? i told you im one mad bitch.
ya ok, back to BIO .zz
Title:
Date posted: ;
Time started: 1:04 AM
Posted by: c0kE
when you are going, i count the steps that you take.
oh god, 'when you're gone' suddenly played on my itunes and
its making me so fucking depressed.
or you can say emo.
i know this song is sad, but not that huge impact on me till just now :/
anyway i had a tiff with my mom again.
this is so irritating , but its a every day cycle.
she was suppose to drive me to hub to buy printer and have lunch.
but being her, naggish like whatever, i was so fucking
pissed that i told her to 'shut up.'
when i say shut up , technically it meant
'plz keep quiet ' not ' just shut your hole!'
bcoz im so used to using SU , i cannot control myself .
and instead of parking her car at hub, she wasted time to
park at some multi story carpark at the hdb.
and she took her own sweet time which made me
very pissed.
so i walked off to the lift without her .
but after that i went back, i mean i cant just leave her there rite?
even though im fcking angry with her.
and there she was, slowing closing the car door,
slowling walking to me.
i was so angry i feel like punching her ;x
then finally we reach amk central.LIKE FINALLY.
then i was listening to my ipod and there she was
nagging like mad again.
so i told her to shut up again, bcoz i was super duper irritated by her.
and she suddenly she just turned to an alley and walk away.
so i went 'OEI!' but she ignored me and continued
walking away.
i seriously dunno whats up with her ,so i just stalk off
angrily towards hub.
once again, i couldn't leave her walking somewhere else ( not that
she wld get lost or what , but its just conscience?)
so i went back to the path where she walk off and i circled
the plac so many times but i couldn't find her.
you know how fucking pissed i was?
to the max.
im filled with so much anguish that i almost cried.
well i din, bcoz its public ZZ.
and even if i did, its tears of anger.
in the end i was so angry i just left her alone and went to hub to buy
my printer.
after that i went to subway and bought my lunch.
i hated the part where i haf to choose veges.
bcoz i wanted ' lettuce' but i do not know how to pronouce it
the correct way.
so i tried to pronouce it but the guy gave me tomato instead -___-
halfway on the bus i realised that i forgot to bring my key along.
so i went to the minimart under my house and ask
the uncle to borrow the phone.
omfg, i could castrate that fcuking half bald scrawny arsehole.
me' eh, uncle can i brrow a phone?'
uncle slowly stack plastic plates 2gether and replied '
for what?'
me' for callling my dad'
uncle( or shld it be son of a bitch)'call what?'
me (thinking call your mother la bastard!) ' EH call hp la!'
then the ucle put the plates on the table and i tot he was going
to pass me the phone, he actually took out a roll of scotchtape and
started taping the plates , taking his own turtle time.
i was once again impacted with anger , i stormed out of the
minimart.
i practically stormed and slam the door behind me.
i had enough with this half bald bastard.
he needs to be kick out . always taking his own sweet time selling stuff.
and he stinks!
he GOT BO OKAY. its not bcoz i hate him then i accused him.
HE DOES HAVE BO. AND ITS SERIOUS.
no, i don care about karma, bcoz i din express this out verbally.
what a fucking unlucky day.
Title:
Date posted: Monday, October 13, 2008;
Time started: 7:13 AM
Posted by: c0kE
mug hard. but make sure you mug smart.
i came up with this sentence today.
i found it so profound/classic/fabulous , im so proud of myself.
it rhymes doesnt it?
anyway today was kinda 'productive'.
when i put ' ' means its half productive , coz i went mac drive thru
to meet Kl, linny, and hy.
b4 that i was suppose to go do blood test to check my thyroid.
AGAIN.
one day all my blood will dry up and i will get blood cancer.
?
this time round im suppose to to there by myself so i went to
novena mrt and took the shuttle bus there.
after that blah blah, i took the bus back to novena mrt and wanted
to take 851 back home.
but i looked through the windows and cant seem to find
the opp busstop.
frantic, i went to ask the info counter at velocity.
she gave me some directions and i was confident of finding my way
to united square.
AND GUESS WHAT, I GOT LOST IN THE SHOPPING CENTRE.
fuck, wasted my time and to think the escalator to the mrt station
is just like right beside me?!
i swore i have only been to novena like twice?
anyway i saw shermaine on the bus , but she din see me , so whatever.
studied with em till 4+ b4 deciding to play basketball at bishan.
to be more precise,
me and kl were just sitting aside seeing linny, brandon and some 2 other guys
play.
initially we wanted to sweat it out, but purlease, ya tink we can
play wib those guys?
and as usual, linny is action mamaing.ZZ LOL.
suddenly my mom called and said that my condition din improve,
and she scolded me for not taking my med regularly -__-
then say what later osteporosis, blah blah yada yada.
XZZZ
i was so affected by what she said i decide to go home.
so darn tired that i fell asleep sweetly on the bus and suddenly someone
came and pat me on my shoulders.
then i realised i've reach the interchange -__-
embarassing sia
lastly, i have to buy my own budge printer.
bcoz i need to print piano scores! using my own money :(
anyway im trying to budget now, and i tink its kinda fun.
yea your rite im mad.
Title:
Date posted: Sunday, October 12, 2008;
Time started: 4:36 AM
Posted by: c0kE
acne outbreak.
im so fucking sore.
im having this acne outbreak a few weeks back alr.
and it has grown on top of my lips!
fuck.
all my life i have not encounter this kind of stuffs b4.
must be karma.
i keep teasing banana n ahma bout their pimples
therefore im getting the taste of my own medicine.
HOW DO I HANDLE THIS KINDA SITUATION.
and i realise i have grown so much fatter! my legs, they are like trotters now >:(
nah, not so exaggerating lah.
but i deinfetly put on some weight.
weighing machine don lie , do they?
i promised myself ydae that diet wld start today,
but i broke it again.
WHERES MY PREVIOUS DETERMINATION?!~
cynthia's family invited me and my mum for buffet at sakura agian.
my mother refused to drive her car there, so we had to take bus.
and we're not even sure where we'd be going.
in the end we just board 858 cos im sure it'll be going to woodland ave 9
whatthefuck is this?!! LOL.
its not my hand btw.
LOOK AT MY FAT LEGS.GRR.
im sure its skinnier last time
no, she aint acting cute, its just that she was eating and she realised i was taking her.
but its still very ugnlam :D
eating some dango with red bean paste or whatever.
i know it heals like 1000 plus hp or what? i mean in maple.
and theres more, but as you know o lvls are like nxt thurs? so im back to mugging (:
AND I MISSED A CHANCE YESTERDAY. :(
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK X10938984982398392839023
Title:
Date posted: Saturday, October 11, 2008;
Time started: 6:14 AM
Posted by: c0kE
how can i decide whats right, when you're clouding up my
mind;
spastic.
oh god, im still having this funny feeling in my mind.
4 years is too fast! i rmb i first hated amkss so much when i came here.
i hated my mom so much for not letting me enter crescent girl's.
but now, im so glad my mom forced me with the cane.
bcoz i can safely say, this is all fate.
anyway my tuition teacher is getting too much.
today he threw a pile of practice paper to me and started questioning
me the colour of KMnO4.
but i seriously din know and he keeps questioning me and ask
'WHY ARE YOU GETTING SO EMO, ITS NOT A TIME TO EMO'
fuck him manzx. i wasn't even emoing,
i was just holding my head with my hands and looking down at the paper
=EMO?
his definition of emo is really wierd.
and i asked him if i can call him if i have some questions that im not sure
and he replied me
'no, cannot.'
gong simi jiao wei!
so realistic la him, only can ask him questions when he can earn money.
pcb la him.
where got this kind of tuition tcher,
tink he teach NY, jin dua pai huh?
tink he chen chu xuan tcher, he very big ah.
ok random.
anyway i just half finish ss so im going to do a quiz to relieve some stress.
omg i have stress?! godly.
seven things that scares you:
1)losing my double eyelid
2)leaving my friends
3)losing my parents
4) becoming poor
5) computer dies on me
6)insects
7)HIV
seven things that you love the most
1)hogging the com the whole day.( in fact i do not need to hog :x)
2) touring around singapore with my ipod
3)EAT
4)music
5)
6)my friends
7)SLACK!
seven impt things in your room
1)my com
2)my bag collections
3) mirror
4) my posters
5)bras and panties
6)pads
7)dustbin
seven random facts about you
1)paranoid
2)youthful
3)immune to suans
4)queer
5)innovative?
6)naughty
7)gullible
seven things you plan to do b4 you die
1) have my own fashion company
2)get married and sex it up
3)grow some hair ( on my head)
4) learn how to dance
5)bungee jump /skydive
6) buffet marathon with friends
7)plan my own funeral , duh.
seven things you can do
1) go home late at night
2) be unglam anywhere/anytime
3) live in my own world
4) 8 big meals a day
5) take bus to compass point, then to amk and then back to yishun, then to woodlands
6) play the piano?
7) -
ok forget it, this quiz is fucking boring and its getting nowhere.
i will end it here and go continue my mugging.
Title:
Date posted: Friday, October 10, 2008;
Time started: 7:20 AM
Posted by: c0kE
Seperation Hurts .
i've just came back from graduation assemblyand 2/5 06 outing.
i just hafto say, 4 years in amkss was absolutely great
and unforgettable.
i hate to think that just when everyone was getting more bonded,
we have to leave each other.
DARN IT.BOO
but at least i have cards/photos that will keep me consoled.
my yanguo laogong! i promise to not flirt around hahaha.
best laogong ever (:
Makes me even more sad.
me and mrs zuan!
will miss her round face !
my dear imran,jianming,tk,mrgao's , chacecrawford, wife!
miss singing and gossiping with you . MOS-ing , go around class talking to pple
like mad woman !
me and cynthia!will miss gossiping about JT with her, consulting her about
MR L and my relationship , teasing her about karma! a very cool and funky gal!
me and edna ! miss calling her BMW edna and RCC! nvr forget her scandal
with kaisheng HAHAHA , OOPS
me and tricia! will miss her squeaking, whining, and calling her ostrich,
Mrs L etc wierd names and seeing her pissed . very overlymad clever band 1
me and laura! miss pigging it out with her, having random gossip,
badmouthing ____ and as a best friend!
me and yilin! miss gossiping with her too, and challenging her to compete piano!
and teasing her with yewhwang! finally smiling when she take photo with me!
me and qianhui! ( i was trying to do a ahlian post ha)
will miss sharing my love for yanguo to her, being jealous of her sleek figure,
and teasing her as a ahlian! shes a chiobu!
4/3's guys! shuai anot
me and yanling! will miss learning vulgarities from her, MOS-ing ,
zowuzobu in hub ! and mai keep emo over love la
me and the rcc and mrs luo! do i look like a ugian here too?
me and amanda! will always rmb her for 'hai' me in maths class for integration ah!
me and dinie( yx potential husband)! classmates for 4 years alr , will miss
scribbling nonsense on his table , his BIG EYES , and teasing him about yx!
also a great guy!
me and yanloon! si yanloon dunno going where >:/
will miss his suanings , racist jokes, entertainment !
can u bliff i've tolerate all his suanings?!
me and calvin ! seating partner for a whole year. will miss his 'beatbox',
gayness, jokes , and his suanings too , though sometimes he gl me lor
me and nat! very good guy , will miss gossiping with him,
as a fun classchair person , always lent me money when i ask :x
we're also classmates for 4 years! ok i will say NAT IS GENTLEMANLY HERE
me and eunice! will miss her jokes, suanning mr chow , oil blotters,
and sharing of our results! don keep looking at your fringe , very chio liao!
me and kaisheng! also a clown in class, gonna miss his jokes,
his BIG EYES TOO , and can see hes a great guy too! but haven
found out who he like from RCC :x
me and weiboon! omg, classmates for 4 years le, finally this year
start to talk to me . miss going to his row to give paper and disiaoing him,
teasing him about badmouthing _____ , and he asking me to shutup
me and Joel! miss his nose :x , calling him Jackie , chasing him out of his
seat so that i can gossip there ! and he likes music alot rite?
me and barrie! miss his jokes, getting chased by him outta his seat, funny sarcasm
scolding me when i go to talk to vanessa, and we're classmates for 4 years too!
and thanks barrie for the chalets !
me and tk! will miss his scandals with my yangguo, van , and KL!
and thanks for providing info for all the game strategy
and websites to those lame things i asked you! classmates for 4 years!
yanling and weiboon! duno why he insist to hold the tissues -.-
me and my 'cousin' pds! hes a goddamn bai gu jing.
will miss he shooting my wierd looks and suan me , and hope you last long
with laura!
ok letme interrupt abit here since imma waiting for the pictures to load.
farewell assembly wasn't that sad at first.those videos were touching but not
till making me drown in bucket of tears.
somehow i din know we were suppose to shake hands with the teachers
while we're leaving, and unknowningly i started crying :O
i cried harder when i came to mdm chong. wierd rite?
though we had so much disputes throughout the 4 years, till today
then i realise teachers are such wei da de ren.
they scolded us for our own good, but for me, i misunderstood their
good intentions.
then after the huggings and wishes, everyone starts to boohoosobsob.
after that we went to the foyer for refreshments.
me and mr chow ! the tcher who always ask me to give paper,
and the tcher i sometimes gl , and who crack jokes that is hard to luff.
'i don bluff you'
but still hafto thank you for teaching me !
me and esther! funny and damn high gal , chiobu worzx!
me and mrs chung! omg , haha i love her lessons! english will be diff without her.
always so animated and dramatic , and kiddish! she can score herself an oscar alr.
but shes scary when she flares up which she seldom does!
thanks for teaching !
me and pye! my maths khaki, without her , maths lesson will nvr be the same.
still owing her money :x
me and mrs ong! shes a chiobu oso la , thin like mad can? u bliff shes given
birth b4? omg plz, her figure is like...
miss her suanings at me , and her sarcasm ! great maths tcher, but sometimes
talk too fast
thanks for teaching!
me and ms chin! the coconut, the geog tcher i had for 4 years, and we had
watch the growth of the coconut and her hairstyle , hahaha!
always kena suaned by whole class, call terrorist and mushroom :x
thanks for teaching!
me and mr ong! he and mrs ong , one shuai, one chio, well matched la !
haha , although fierce but funny dm, he said i can tuck out my shirt today :D
me and xinlin! the super friendly girl lor. she wants to join mantou gang too!
Fellow IT club mbr! waves to me when i walk pass her class
ms low! always suan me one, take my food and share with
the class, spoil my bdae cake but return me a pandan one!
haha , but her lessons are very enjoyable and she kinda made
me love chem!
thank for teaching!
me and chen lao da!is he looking at chiobus sumwhere?!
me and mdm chong! woah, if you wanna know our disputes, theres a long
history to it. always use damn heavy perfume, but nice smell la!
very responsible but naggy form teacher.
shes a tcher i would definetely nvr forget !
thanks for teaching!
me and ms deepa! my co form tcher . thanks for encouraging me
and not scolding me for my lousy grades!A funny tcher with
humongous eyes too.
me and jasmine! the girl who always borrow collarbadge from pple b4
mrs yeo walks pass , chiobu oso!
me and sandy! one of my great friends , although abit black, but very
caring and always takecare of me this sotong! will miss her blackness
and bimboticness!
me and manda! the thin fragile looking girl with beautiful eyes that i always
like to bully bcoz she doesn get angry! oso we are home econ partners ,
and i love to tease her cos she laughs easily!
me and calvin! oso very gay, and crazy over jay chou. sometimes will gossip with him,
mostly about nicholas :x oso got go church together,
very friendly guy , and easy going!
me and luomin! LUOBA HAHA.love jonas brothers alot,
very responsible , funny, and good in badminton gal!
she and kl cannot seperate one :x
me and action mama/linmao/smelly ! although you got BO, but you're a very
great guy, pple suan you like mad you oso wont take it to heart .
go rebond your hair!
me and mx! the crazy lzx fan that i always pei her to go queue lorzx.
super duper easy going, snatch her lollipop oso not angry, motherly,
and i don know how to find another friend with sucha good attitude like her!
me and teddy! the cute lil gal who'd always talk about maple to me.
we're mad com freaks :x
stay cute my dear teddy! and you look cute/chio with long hair
2/5 06!
me and mrs veda! though i always sleep in her lessons but i know shes a
very good bio tcher, and shes currently on the pregs!
have a safe delivery and happy baby , thanks for teaching!
me and yunxuan! the gal i had been sitting with during maths , a very high
and funy girl, always kena misunderstood by jbh, haha i udnerstand how you feel,
im her victim too!
me and haziq! one funy guy in band 5, always goes 'hey yiqing!'
when he sees me, very friendly!
( btw joel is a calefare)
me and ms chen! the chiobu who looks like jesseca liu
and another actress(forgot her name )! talented music tcher
and im so happy she din forgot me :D
thanks for teaching!
me and mr ling! the potato :x although sometimes he gets on
my nerves during pe and calls me rachel , but hes still
a very responsible pe teacher!
thanks for the drink treat and teaching us!
me and siti(rihanna)! always likes to do survey last time i rmb! very friendly,
sunshiny !
me and clinton! another funny guy in band 5! always ask me to tuck in
my shirt -__-
me and clara! the girl who threatens to take away my virginity and always
let me kope her food ! and our floorball starplayer :D
very manly but in a funny way, and always like to tease that she is bi
me and my idol , DEVOLUSION! we're suppose to do unglam pose :D
xinlin,me,melissa! haha i was suppose to act xiao long nu and melissa
ask me ' isnt that indian pose meh?' LOL
after that, 2/5 went to have our dinner at yoshinoya(:
laura, dinie and barrie at yos!
tk, barrie, me and laura at playground!
me and my exlaogong , susan! see her dimple? so deep la,
last time is 2/5 chioest gal hor, mai seng seng
LOL acting retarded, and junyan suddenly popped in
me and calvin on slide!
us on the slide!
till now, im very tired and drained, but very contented.
thinking that i will never get to wear this uniform again after o lvls,
it makes me feels very empty. there are alot of feelings that is
unable to be expressed in words.
i have really enjoyed my days with you guys , thanks for making
my secondary school life complete (:
to everyone who gave me cards and gifts ,
a very big thank you and i appreciate it truckloads.
and to all my friends in amkss, lets all strive for the best! :D
misses.